Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Oswald had at the beginning of the second ball, as they called it,
looked all around for Baron and Baroness Grenwitz, for he had not
noticed, and was told only now, that they had both left the house
before the company went to table, and that the carriage would be sent
back for him. He had thought to find Melitta, who had not reappeared in
the ball-room, in one of the other apartments. A servant, who passed
him with a waiter full of wine-glasses, answered his question if he had
seen Frau von Berkow: "The lady has just left. Lemonade or champagne?"
Oswald took a glass of wine and drained it at once. "Gone away without
farewell! Excellent!" He went back to the ball-room and the darkness
increased in his soul. Now he was no longer angry with himself for
having insulted her whom he loved, and for having let her go with that
feeling in her heart, but he was angry with her, that she had left
without giving him an opportunity to ask her pardon. He felt as a soul
may feel that has gone to hell for its sins, because it disdained to
receive the priest's absolution, and which now rages against itself and
against the priest. Mad thoughts floated in his excited brain--he would
have been delighted if one of these young noblemen had taken offence at
his haughtiness and insulted him mortally. He actually tried to provoke
a collision; he scoffed and scorned in the most reckless manner; but
either the half-drunk young men did not comprehend him, or they had
sense enough left to remember that a duel with a man whose ball never
misses was not an agreeable amusement. He tried to persuade himself
that among the other young ladies more than one was as beautiful and
lovely as Melitta--that it was folly to grieve for one, where there
were so many ready to give him comfort. Why should he not fall in love
with Emily von Breesen? Why not? She was a lady who in a day might
unfold into a magnificent rose. Why should he not watch the transition
and enjoy the first balmy fragrance as the full-blown flower opened to
new-born love? And was she not tall and lithe like a deer? And were her
rosy lips not half opened as if for a kiss? And did she not look up to
him with her dark-gray, half-shy, half-bold eyes, full of curiosity,
and yet so full also of intelligence, as he bent over the back of her
chair and chatted with her?
"You must call on us, Mr. Stein! I shall invite Lisbeth, and then we
can ride out together."
"You can leave Miss Lisbeth at home. I prefer duos to trios,
decidedly."
"Is that really so? But my cousin is very pretty. Don't you think so?"
"Miss Lisbeth is a charming creature, who has but one defect--that you
are her cousin, and who makes but one mistake--to stand too frequently
by your side."
"Come, come! I shall tell her."
"You would expose me to her hatred, and then you would owe me a
compensation."
"And can I afford you any compensation?"
"Yes; I see it in your eyes."
"Oh, you wicked man! Come, it is our turn now."
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