Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"And even if it were not the same child,--and, to tell the truth, I
consider it highly improbable that it is the same,"--replied Oswald,
"it would be the same to you. I believe in an eternal, ever-changing,
ever-constant world-spirit. I believe that that lark which there rises
from the heath, and wings its way singing to the sky, is the same lark
which I followed, enchanted, as a boy, until it was lost in the blue
ether even to my sharp eyes. I believe that all heroes are brethren,
and that every sufferer is that neighbor whom heart and reason alike
command us to love like unto ourselves.--It matters little whether this
child is the same which you have twice sought in vain, it matters only
that the appeals of the poor forlorn creature every time pierced
through the triple brass around your bosom into your very heart.... You
will pardon, I am sure, such language in a man who is so far inferior
in experience and intelligence, and who draws courage to speak them
only from the regard he feels for you, almost instinctively. And allow
me to add one word: if you could make up your mind to love this child,
it would be a gift to you more precious than Aladdin's marvellous lamp.
Love is everywhere except in hell, says a deep word of one of the
Minnesingers; it means, where there is no love, there is hell. Love is
the fragrance of that Blue Flower, which, as you said just now, fills
the whole world, and you will find the Blue Flower, which you have
sought in vain all your life long, in every being which you love with
all your heart." A strange melancholy smile played around the baron's
lips as Oswald spoke these words.
"You cannot solve the riddle," he said sadly, in a low voice; "for this
very condition, that we must love with all our heart, if we wish to get
rid of the torment which makes life a hell, is the impossible thing.
Which of us can love with all his heart? We are all so driven, so
weary, that we have no longer the strength nor the courage which true,
real love requires. I mean that love which knows neither rest nor
repose till it has made its own every thought of our mind, every
sentiment of our heart, and every drop of our blood. If you are still
young and ingenuous enough for such a love, I congratulate you! For my
part, I can only repeat: I have given it up to find the Blue Flower,
that wondrous flower which blooms only for the happy one who is still
able to love with all his heart.--But here we are at the gates of
Grenwitz, and must break off a conversation which I trust we shall very
soon continue. Farewell, and come and inquire as soon as you can after
the well-being of the little creature who is your protégée almost more
than mine."
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