Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"I will tell you," said Bruno. "Last Saturday, in the afternoon, when
you were writing letters, I had gone into the forest towards Berkow,
because that is my favorite walk. Suddenly aunt comes riding up, quite
alone, not even Bonc[oe]ur with her. She rode Brownlock, whom she
always takes when she wants to go fast, and she must have been riding
fast then, for Brownlock's neck and chest, and even her riding-habit,
were all covered with white foam. Why, Bruno! she said, offering me her
hand, where are you going to? Nowhere, aunt, as usually, said I, but
where are you going to!--Nowhere, like yourself, she answered,
laughing; so we can continue on our way together.--If you will walk
your horse, I said, not otherwise. And thus we went for half an hour or
more through the forest, and the whole time we talked of nothing but of
yourself, and aunt asked me if I was fond of you, to which I replied,
of course, No! How you looked and if you were cheerful? Whether you
studied much? and a hundred other things, which I have forgotten. At
last she charged me to give you her regards, and to ask you if you
still had the engravings you had been speaking of, and if you would not
send them to her--and then she called me back, and said I had better
not remind you of them, and not tell you that she had spoken of
you--but, as I told you, now I do not think she meant exactly what she
said."
"Why not now, Bruno?"
"Because----" the boy was silent; suddenly he said in a low tone, as
if he feared the dark bushes would hear it:
"Tell me, Oswald, how is it, when people are in love?"
"How do you mean?" asked Oswald, not a little embarrassed by the boy's
question.
"I mean, what kind of love is that of which the books have so much to
say? I love you, love you very much, but I think there must be some
other kind of love. Thus I never understood why we should not love
anybody we choose to love. Now, I love my Aunt Berkow above all things.
I could do anything for her! I sometimes wish she would fall into the
water and I could jump after her; or, as it happened the other day,
Brownlock would be rearing and I would seize the reins and struggle
with him, and not let him go again, although he should trample upon me
with his hoofs.--Now, such wishes never occur to me when I am near you,
Oswald, or when I think of you at a distance."
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