Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"I pitied the unhappy man; for I felt now only how very dearly I loved
him. I told him all I knew about Maria's flight. Contrary to my
expectation, he remained quite calm! 'It amounts all to the same,' he
said, 'whether she is dead or not. She is dead for me; she could not
help herself; she had to leave me; she was too proud to suffer herself
to be treated like a dog,--I have treated her like a dog, worse than a
dog,--wretch that I am!'
"He beat his forehead with his closed hand; then he threw himself into
an arm-chair, put his head in his hands and sobbed. 'And yet I loved
her! And I love her still! Oh my God, my God!'
"It was a fearful sight to see wild Harald weep! I lifted up his head;
he put it against my bosom and wept, as he had often wept there when he
was a boy. I begged him to calm himself. I told him what Marie's last
words had been: 'I forgive him all!'
"'And if she has forgiven me, I shall never forgive myself,' he cried.
'Go to bed, old one; we will talk about it tomorrow.'
"But when old Jake came into his room next morning, Harald was lying in
high fever. That lasted seven days, seven terrible days. Then it was
all over with Harald Grenwitz!"
The old woman paused, smoothed the sock she was knitting over her knee,
folded it up and said:
"Well, young master, now you go home. I have to look after the
children, who are sleeping in the other room on Jake's bed. It does not
rain just now, but it is going to rain worse. Therefore don't stop on
the way. Good-by!"
"Come!" said Oswald to Albert, who had just risen from his hard couch
and was yawning and stretching his arms. "It is high time, if we mean
to reach the château in time for supper. Good-by, Mother Claus."
"Good-by, good-by, young master," said the old woman.
When the young men found themselves in the muddy village street, Albert
pointed with his thumb over his shoulder at the hut they had just left,
and said:
"Odd old lady that! Was not that a famous story, dottore?"
"You were not asleep, then?"
"Not a bit! At first I wanted to sleep, but you did not let me sleep,
and then when she commenced the story about Baron Harald I could not
sleep. But I remained quietly where I was, and snored from time to time
to reassure the old lady, who evidently did not want anybody to hear it
but her young master. Why does she always call you her young master,
dottore?"
"I do not know," said Oswald.
"Or you do not mean to know," replied Albert; "well, no harm done. We
must not wish to know everything. Why did Baron Harald want to know
what had become of that pretty girl Marie? Without that quite
superfluous curiosity he might have drunk his Burgundy to-day. Strange
that a sensible man should have had such absurd romantic notions in his
head! Can you understand it, dottore?"
"Well, perhaps I can," said Oswald; "but let us speak of something
else."
"As you like it, my dear sir. What do you think of immortality?"
CHAPTER VIII.
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