Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Oswald tried to master his emotion; he felt as if the baron's sharp
eyes were able to read what was going on in his soul. But the latter
remained apparently quite unconcerned, and entirely preoccupied by the
subject of their conversation: Czika and the Brown Countess. Both men
tried in vain to solve the enigma of this remarkable affair with all
their ingenuity. What could have induced the Brown Countess to leave
her child, which she seemed to love most devotedly, so unceremoniously
in the hands of strangers? How could she gather courage to part
with her at the very moment when the brutal jokes of the young
noblemen--young Count Grieben's groom had told the whole story to
Oldenburg's coachman--and the playful elopement with the child had
excited her rage to such a degree? Had she given the girl to Oswald or
to the baron, or had she not given her but merely sold her, postponing
the day of payment for a month, in the hope that the two men, or either
of them, would in the mean time become so attached to the child that
she would receive a higher price for her?
"My special apprehension," said Oldenburg, "is that the Brown Countess
may repent of her bargain and take the child again from me, or that the
Czika cannot resist the longing after her young life, and vanishes some
fine morning or other. I confess it would be a severe blow for me. Your
prophecy that I would find in the sweet child a treasure more precious
than Aladdin's magic lamp, seems to have been fulfilled. I should like
to be the child's father! I should like to endow this silent heart with
speech, to see my own thoughts beautified and ennobled in the new
language. I should like to bind her to me with all the ties that can
bind a daughter to her father, a father to his daughter--of course only
in order to see these ties torn, and some jackanapes come and ask me to
throw her into his arms, because his coat fits him a little better than
his neighbor's! I am now in that period of life when one longs to have
children; when one is not a Swiss, who, you know, proposed to eat
children, though not from love; I long for them as a tired wanderer
desires a staff to support his weary limbs. When we feel that we have
reached the turning-point in our life, and that we must go down hill
henceforth, while the land of our youth is gradually disappearing
behind the top of the hill, then we would like to hear joyous
children's voices reach us from the other side, which recall to us our
own happy childhood. You will ask me why I do not yield to my prosaic
desires and marry?--Or perhaps you will not ask me so; for you will see
yourself that marriage is out of question for a man who has spent the
ten best years of his life in all kinds of _liaisons dangereuses_ and
_innocentes_, I do not want a wife who does not wish me to say to her:
I love you! and how can I tell her so without making myself ridiculous
in my own eyes, after having said so to I know not how many in all the
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