Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Why are you not always here?" asked Czika, turning her large eyes from
the baron upon Oswald. "Czika will sit by you near the great water;
Czika will gather flowers for you on the heath. Why are you not always
here?"
"He cannot be always here, Czika," said the baron, "but he will come
very often. Won't you, doctor?"
The door to the anteroom opened, and Mrs. Muller, or Thusnelda, as the
baron called her, looked in.
"I cannot--ah! there she is! Where have you been, darling doll? Come, I
will put you a little to rights. How you look again!--quite covered
with heather, as usual; what are the gentlemen to think?"
With these words the matron led the child out of the room.
"You must know that there is a strong attachment between the two," said
the baron. "My old nurse has had many blooming children who have all
died young. Other women's hearts often grow hard under such calamities;
hers has remained soft, and now she loves the Czika as if she were her
first-born. But that is just as if a dove had hatched a falcon. Czika's
determination to enjoy unbounded liberty causes the old lady ten times
every day infinite trouble and despair. And then, another difficulty.
Thusnelda is very pious, and Czika has--_horribile dictu_--no religion
whatever, unless it be some mysterious worship of the stars, which she
performs at night, when she steals away from her couch and dances in
the moonlight on the beach, as Thusnelda swears she has seen her do, to
her own unspeakable horror and disgust. And, to tell the truth, I
believe Thusnelda is right. At least I have noticed more than once that
if the gypsies have any object of worship it is the sun, the moon, and
the stars."
"Have you often had opportunity in your travels to come in contact with
this interesting race?"
"Oh yes!" said the baron, "even into very close contact, especially
once in Hungary--now twelve years ago."
The baron paused, filled his glass, and drank the wine slowly, fixing
his eyes on the tablecloth like a person whose thoughts are completely
preoccupied with some recollection.
"Well," said Oswald, "how was that?"
"What?" said the baron, as if awakening from a dream; "oh yes; well,
you shall hear what I had to do with gypsies in Hungary."
"I presume that was a romance?"
"Of course," replied the baron; "I was at that time at an age when
every man is more or less romantic, unless he be born a mere stick. I
was enthusiastic about moonlit magic nights, about wells and forest
noises, and, above all, I was enthusiastic about slender maidens, with
or without a guitar and a blue ribbon.
"All my views of life were eminently romantic, especially my morality.
The whole of life had no more meaning for me than a puppet-show at a
fair, and sovereign irony was the only real feeling which I
appreciated. In a word, I was a nice fellow, and if they had hung me on
the nearest gallows it would have been my just punishment, and, I
trust, a good warning for others.
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