Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
What was he to do? Should he expose himself to the perhaps very ignoble
vengeance of the young noblemen? Should he enter the lists without
knowing anything of the weapons, the witnesses, the place, or even his
adversaries? Could any fair-minded man blame him if he took no notice
of the challenge of an anonymous writer?
But he probably had not to deal with fair-minded men. Had he not
already found out, and seen it proved by his experience, that in these
privileged circles the pleasure of the individual stood for right, and
the most frivolous whim of the moment served as a motive for action?
Had he not found this to be so even in the two characters which were so
far above the common mass, in Melitta and Oldenburg?
And would they not charge him, if he declined the challenge, with want
of that delicate sense of honor of which these nobles were so proudly
boasting?
No, no; he must take up the gauntlet, however contemptible the hand
might be that had thrown it down in the dark. He must show these young
noblemen that he was not afraid to meet their revenge alone,
friendless, and unarmed.
His blood was boiling. He walked up and down in his room in great
excitement.
"Come on! Come on!" he hissed through his teeth. "I wish they would
place themselves one by one opposite to me; my hatred would give me
strength to overthrow them all. Quite right! Quite right! What have I
to do here among these wolves? To be torn or to tear. I ought to have
foreseen that."
Oswald felt how a new evil spirit rose from the deepest bottom of his
soul, which his eye had never yet fathomed. A wild passion, a burning
thirst for revenge, a mad desire to destroy seized upon him; it was the
intense, frantic hatred of the nobility which he had felt as a boy,
while he loaded the pistols for his father behind the city wall, when
the latter shot at the ace of spades and each time aimed at the heart
of a noble man; when he read at school, in Livy, of the haughty
arrogance of the Tarquins, or in his room, of the tearful story of
Emilia Galotti. And they were no fictions! Here, in this castle,
perhaps in these same rooms which he now occupied, a victim of the
cruelty of a nobleman had bled to death; here the poor, unhappy, and
beautiful Marie had paid with a thousand burning tears for her folly in
believing the word of a noble tempter.
She had been victimized because she was a frail woman, and because she
had no weapons but tears--tears which found no pity. Those tears had
never been atoned for. How if he should arise as her avenger--if he
should avenge those tears of a low-born maid in the blood of a
nobleman?
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