Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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And this delicious dream effaced the reality. Oswald forgot what was
before him; he did not think of the future; he knew not where he
was--and only she, she herself filled his soul. The memory of her sweet
grace, her goodness, her intoxicating beauty overcame him like a
spring-tide of bliss. The precious images of those happy hours which he
had spent by her side, at her feet, rose before his mind's eyes with
marvellous clearness; he saw them all, from his first meeting on the
lawn behind the château at Grenwitz, to the moment when she turned from
him, tears in her eyes, in that night of hapless memory, when the demon
of jealousy struck its sharp claws into his wounded heart.
"Forgive me, Melitta! forgive me!" he groaned, burying his head in the
cushions.
Suddenly the carriage stopped. The door opened, the tall man who had
let down the steps before helped him get out, gave him his hand, led
him a few steps up to a large glass door, where, through the red
curtains, a faint light was bidding him welcome. The door opened, and
Oswald found himself in the garden-room in Melitta's château, and
Melitta wound her arms around his neck, and Melitta's voice whispered:
"Forgive me, Oswald! Forgive me!"
"You cruel man," said Melitta, after the first wild storm of delight,
with its showers of joyous tears, had passed away. "How could you shut
up your heart for so many days when you knew I was standing outside
knocking for admission? But I will not scold. You are here and all is
right again."
She leaned her head on his breast and looked up at him smiling through
her tears. "Is it not, darling? Is not all right again? Now Melitta is
again what she was before to you, what she will ever be to you, in
spite of all pretty girls of sixteen, be their name Emily or----"
"Melitta!"
"Or Melitta! For there is but one Melitta, if thousands bore that name,
and that one am I! And how could you forget such a weighty matter! What
trouble you have caused old Baumann! I will say nothing of myself, for
joy follows grief and grief follows joy, and if two love each other
honestly, a few tears more or less, a few sleepless nights, a few
letters begun and torn to pieces again, matter, after all, very
little--but poor Baumann! Just imagine! The first day I was very calm,
for I thought: he will come soon enough, and fall down at your feet and
ask your pardon! But when you did not come, nor on the second, nor on
the third day, then my heart failed me, and I dare say I looked
wretched enough, for as I was sitting here, resting my head in my
hands, I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder, and when I looked up,
good old Baumann was standing before me, and said: Shall I go and see
why he is staying away so long?--Ah do, dear Baumann, I said. Then the
good soul went, without saying a word, and did not return till late at
night. Did you see him?--Yes, ma'am! He is well and hearty; I have had
a race with him."
"Then old Baumann was the mysterious horseman?"
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