Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
The monotony of these lines, these hues, these sounds, would have been
intolerable for a heavy, fresh mind, but it suited Oswald's state of
mind. There are hours when we welcome rainy weather or a dismal
landscape as old friends, on whose faces we can read their sympathy
with our sorrow; hours when sunshine and birds' songs and the merry
purling of a lively brook appear to us like an insult. Oswald's
melancholy mood harmonized with this sober mood of nature that seemed
to ignore happiness and joy, but knew all the more of the sorrows and
sufferings of life. Did not the sudden cry, the shrill piping of the
seamen sound like plaintive notes? Did it not sound as if the sea was
perpetually murmuring the confused riddle of life in half insane tones,
as the waves were breaking unceasingly and in monotonous accents
against the strand? And his own life appeared to him as aimless and
hapless as his wandering about among the rocks on the shore. Was it any
better than the mark he made on the hard sand which the next wave
washed away forever? Why was he born? why did he cause so much grief
and pain to himself and others, if it was all to end in nothing? And if
fortune really for once seems to smile, it is but for a moment; it is
but an illusion which a wicked fairy summons up from the inhospitable,
restless sea, to sink us the next instant in its unfathomable depth,
just as we fancy we are reaching the shore, with its waving palm-trees
and gorgeous palaces.
A small village which lay before Oswald was hid in the innermost
recesses of a little bay, surrounded on all sides by tall chalk cliffs,
except only a small opening towards the sea. There the water was as
smooth and silent as a pond in a garden. A few huts lay near the beach;
others followed the banks of the brook, which here fell into the sea,
after having washed its way through the deep and wide dell. Little
gardens, adorned with bright shells, were before the doors; on the
passages within, seen through the open entrance, and strewn with white
sand, nets were hanging on long poles; a couple of red-cheeked boys
were busy tarring a new boat, and before one of the larger cottages sat
three women knitting nets.
Oswald went up to them, and as they looked up with curiosity when they
heard his footstep, he asked them if he might be permitted to rest a
little there, and if they could get him a glass of water and a piece of
bread.
"Stine," said the oldest of the three women--a matron of stately
proportions, and an exceedingly good-natured, sunburnt face--to one of
the two young girls by her side, "get up and give the gentleman your
seat. Don't you see he is tired and hungry? Go into the house and bring
out what we have. Sit down, sir. You are, no doubt, a painter?"
"Why should I be a painter?" asked Oswald, taking the proffered seat.
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