Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"Oh yes!" said the boy. "I only did not like to tell while the others
were present, because they would have laughed at me. I had stayed
behind a little, and a projecting rock hid the others from my sight I
thought I could overtake them at any moment, and so I was walking on
slowly, often looking upward. Suddenly I saw Helen come so close to the
edge of the precipice, which there comes down a hundred feet or more,
that it looked as if she must fall if she moved ever so little. I cried
out in my anxiety--then she came still nearer, actually bending over,
and everything turned around me well, you know the rest. But there is
Malte coming. Goodnight, Oswald."
"Good-night, you mad boy."
Oswald kissed his pet on his forehead and went in deep thought to his
room. He leaned out of the open window and looked down in the garden,
lost in meditation. The night was dark; only here and there a single
star peeped for a moment through the canopy of clouds. At times a sound
came from the trees, as if they were speaking to each other in low,
confused murmurs; the fountain of the Naiad splashed gently and
abruptly, as if it were telling a weird old story.
"Your life is like this night," said Oswald to himself; "here and there
a star, which vanishes again, and then chaos and darkness. You were
right, dear Berger, our life is nothing, and quite sad enough to make
any man who has sense wish to get rid of it quickly. Now you are where
Melitta is, and Oldenburg too. Perhaps you see them pass by your cell,
arm in arm; perhaps that will make your mind return to you, while
others lose it at the sight. I might make a little trip to N., to see
my good friends. Who knows? The place might prove so pleasant that I
might stay there altogether."
"How is Bruno?" asked a voice from below. It was Helen's voice. Oswald
saw her white dress shine in the dark.
"Thank you; he is well," he replied.
"Good-night."
And the light dress vanished in the shrubbery.
"No, life is more than an empty nothing," murmured Oswald as he closed
the window. "If Berger had seen this girl, he would not have given up
life. And yet he has seen her, admired her, sung her praises even in
sweet verses, and yet he has lost his mind--oh, it is a fearful thing
this life--dark and ghost-like, and nothing real in it but the sweet
voice that bids you good-night!"
CHAPTER VII.
There are in the life of every family, as in that of nations, moments
when all the members feel more or less distinctly that something great
and extraordinary is going to happen. The dark future casts its shadow
far back upon the present, filling the minds of some with dismay and of
others with hope, but everywhere causing a restlessness which, in its
turn, contributes to bring about the crisis.
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