Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Could he have been in earnest in the change of life which he so often
discussed with the baroness? It may be doubted. He had become tired of
living in garrison, and his position was such that when he applied for
an extended leave of absence he was given to understand that he had
better leave the army altogether, if his health was so very feeble.
Just at that critical moment the baroness came with her offer about
Helen. Felix found here a resource of which he had never thought,--for
Anna Maria's views of money matters were well known to him from sad
experience,--and he seized it with both hands; although he by no means
liked the idea of marrying, still he was ready to yield that point.
Great was his surprise, therefore, when he found in his cousin, whom he
had never seen before, a girl more beautiful and more attractive than
any lady he had ever known before,--a being whom the proudest on earth
would be happy to call his own. Thus not two days had gone by before
Felix's heart was filled with a passion for his fair cousin, which,
closely examined, was probably nothing but sheer vanity, but which
appeared to him like a miracle. Selfish men are vain of everything,
even of their simple and natural feelings, and thus Felix never tired
of speaking to the baroness of his love, as of an eighth wonder of the
world, and overflowed even towards Oswald with his admiration of his
own bold hopes. Was his passion returned? Felix did not doubt it for a
moment. Had he not so far succeeded in all cases? Had not his luck with
women become proverbial among his comrades, each one of whom looked
upon himself as a Paris? And had he not seen again and again that love
is fond of hiding under the mask of indifference? It is true, his fair
cousin seemed to carry the comedy almost too far; she treated him with
a coldness, a contempt, which became almost offensive at times--but
this did not disturb him in his firm faith in his irresistible charms,
and he laughed at the baroness whenever she advised him to be cautious.
For Anna Maria, undisturbed by personal vanity, saw much clearer in
this matter than Felix. She could not help even admiring the consistent
uniformity of Helen's manner, and the modest firmness with which she
uttered and sustained her views; for the baroness valued energy of
character above other things, and most so in herself. There was
something in the haughty beauty of her daughter which she was
compelled to respect--a light from a higher world than that, filled
with self-interest and petty ambition, in which she was living
herself--Helen had, since that evening on the beach, become, if
possible, more quiet and reserved than before. She retired, whenever
she could do so, to her room. When she appeared in company she
generally attached herself to her father, or tried to manage it so that
Bruno became her companion when they walked out. She always had some
little service to give him to do; now he had to carry her hat or her
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