Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"What could I do? Is she not her child a thousand times more than mine?
Has she not borne it amid pains, fed it, sheltered it many, many years,
in rain and in sunshine, in need and in poverty, in the dark woods and
on the open highway? Has she not begged and robbed and done worse
things than that perhaps for her child? What have I done for my child?
Nothing! Nothing but to stamp the mother as a thief before the eyes of
a mob of nobles, nothing but to drive her from me like a lost dog, for
the sake of a wretched coquette! No! No! I have no right to the child!"
While the baron was speaking he pushed with his foot the half-consumed,
glowing firebrands into the pool, so that they turned black one by one.
"Why did the Brown Countess wish to see you, then? Why did she manage
to put the child into your hands? Why did she herself appoint this
rendezvous?"
"She wished to see once more the beloved of her youth, the only man she
had ever really loved. She wished to put his child into his hands and
then dive back into the darkness of the woods. But she cannot live
without the child, and the child cannot live without her. I had to let
them go both!"
"But why not take them both with you to Cona?"
"Shall I chain the falcon? The falcon is happy only in the immeasurable
ether on high; he dies in the foul air of our houses. Come! It is high
time for us civilized men to go to bed!"
The baron pushed the last firebrand into the water; the men turned to
go.
From between the hurriedly drifting clouds the moon was peeping
blear-eyed at the dark water of the pool, and the long reeds that grew
near the edges whispered: Here is a pleasant resting-place for all the
sorrows of earth!
CHAPTER X.
"Well! That embarrassment is luckily over!" said Albert, pushing a
parcel of bank-notes into a bulky, worn-out pocket-book, which
contained among other things a number of mercantile communications,
unanswered yet in spite of their ancient date. "After all, she is a
nice little woman; not over-bright--but that is in this case only an
additional virtue. I really think I could deny my nature and marry the
little Samaritan. Perhaps it would not be so bad. Who knows? There may,
after all, be somewhere within me the germ of a most excellent steady
citizen, which only needs the warmth of a domestic hearth to sprout
merrily. The thing is problematic, I admit, but not impossible, for all
that I see myself walking soberly of a Sunday, by the side of my wife,
through the fields, listening to the quarrels among the sparrows and
the complaints of my better half against the extortionate bills of
butchers and bakers, while before us walk two young citizens of the
world who bear a slight resemblance to myself, and behind us, in a
little wagon drawn by a maid of all works, a shrill little voice is
heard, which furnishes unmistakable evidence of my wife's admirable
qualities! Oh!..."
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