Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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A loose leaf fell into his hands. It had on it the head of a man in
profile, drawn in beautiful bold lines. In a corner stood the letters
A. V. O. and a date.
"That leaf will drop out," said Oswald.
"Let it drop, then!" replied Melitta.
The tone in which she said these few words was so peculiar, so entirely
without the ordinary sweetness of her voice, that Oswald involuntarily
looked up at her. He saw that her beautiful brows were contracted as if
in anger, and her lips trembling. He looked down again instantly, and
was about to put the leaf back in its place, when Melitta laid her hand
on his arm and said:
"How do you like the head?"
A storm rose in Oswald's heart. He might have thrown himself instantly
at Melitta's feet to cry out: Do I not love you, Melitta? How can you
ask my opinion about a man whom you have loved, whom you perhaps still
love? But he checked himself and said, with apparent calmness:
"It is the head of a man who recalls to me Tasso's words:
'And if all the gods united
To bring him gifts to the cradle,
The Graces, alas! were not there.'
This man can never be happy, because he will never desire to be happy."
"And that is why this man will drop out of my life as this leaf drops
out of my album. If one could kill memory as one can destroy a paper,
it would no longer be here. But since that cannot be done, let it stay
there. Go on!"
The storm in Oswald's heart had passed by. Like a soft spring breeze
the thought came to him: She could not and would not tell you that if
she did not think you deserved her confidence and her friendship. And
he felt a sense of unspeakable happiness in this thought. It was one of
those solemn, sublime moments which flash once or twice through the
night of every man's life--one of those moments when we see the heavens
open, and the angelic choir go up and down singing. Peace! Peace! unto
our ready heart ...
In this blissful disposition he looked over the other drawings which
Melitta had made during her Italian journey--landscapes in clear,
well-defined lines; sketches from cities, palaces, streets, and ruins;
between, a lazzaroni face or a dreamy girl's countenance. Then came
studies from the antique, generally very painstaking studies; then
again some subject was drawn over and over till it satisfied Melitta's
keen criticism. A head of the Venus of Milo was particularly fine. On
one of the following pages was the whole statue.
"Where did you draw that?" asked Oswald. "Surely not from a copy?"
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