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After that the book was not opened for days, but rested in the bottom
of Juana's trunk, "under much clothes, so that I could not see it,"
she said, and she herself wandered up and down like a lost spirit, out
of heart with everything within and about her. Then, to fill up the
wretched, lonely days with something, she again brought out her Bible
and plunged into the laborious task more earnestly than before.
Gracious and kind as He ever is, the Lord was teaching this one poor
little scholar as if she were the only soul in the universe. After
Juana had thoroughly learned that she was a sinner, this blessed truth
flashed up at her one day as she was toiling through a verse: "Christ
Jesus came into the world to save sinners." She went through it again,
eagerly, with dilating eyes and suspended breath. "Ah! What is this!"
she exclaimed. "This is news indeed! Christ Jesus: Who can he be? He
saves sinners! And that is me."
At last she found the key. And now how intently she searched out that
name, drinking in the truth, as one dying of thirst would seize a cup
of cold water. Little by little she got it all—the old, old story; the
birth in Bethlehem, the lowly, lovely life in Nazareth, the cross, the
death, the tomb, the resurrection, the ascension, and, at last, the
gracious invitation—
"Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy laden and I will give you
rest."
"Oh! I want rest," she cried; and falling upon her knees breathed her
first prayer, "I come, I come. O, save me, Christ Jesus!" Without
even realizing that this was prayer, she poured out all her heart
before Him. "I know not how long I did talk to Him," she told some one
afterward; "a long time it was, but I had so much to tell Him I could
not stop. And when I get up from my knees, my trouble be all gone! I
feel so light it seems to me I could fly. When I look out the window
I say, 'O, what a world! So beautiful! The sky so blue, the trees
so grand and the flowers so bright! I wonder I never see the glory
before.' Then something say, 'It is wrong for you to be so happy When
you are such a sinner,' so I try to get back the big heavy load, but I
cannot; I can only sing for joy."
Secure in her newly found peace, Juana watched unceasingly for her
husband's return, eager to tell him the good news.
"Paul is very wise," she told herself, "he will not have so hard a time
to understand as I. He will soon see when he comes to read the dear
book that God lives; then he will love him, and he will get rest to his
soul and stay much at home, and then so happy will we be."
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