Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
To please her husband Juana accompanied him once to the theatre,
and spent one night whirling in the dance. Then this pagan girl's
conscience asserted itself clearly and unmistakably. She was not thrown
into a bewildering state of perplexity such as troubles young converts
in our Christian land. She needed not to consult the authorities of
any church, or inquire of wise theologians "what she must give up" if
she became a disciple. Her heart in absolute self-abandon had turned
to Christ, as naturally and gladly as the flower to the sun, and the
way was not clearer for the dews and life-giving rays to reach the tiny
blossom, than for his slightest wish or suggestion to reach and control
his child. She knew, without settling it by a process of argument, that
Christ and worldly pleasures are antagonistic, and that whoever merges
heart and soul in the one must give up the other. To her surprise and
delight she found, too, that the keen relish for scenes of revelry had
left her. How could it be otherwise? Christ had come into her heart. By
a law of natural philosophy, two bodies cannot occupy the same space at
the same time; so, by a law of divine philosophy, Christ and the world
cannot occupy a soul at the same time; and every spiritually-minded
Christian is acquainted with that law, either by sad or sweet
experience.
Paul Everett loved his young wife as well as he was capable of
loving anything besides himself. Like many weak, tyrannical natures,
he rejoiced in a sense of ownership concerning her, and in the
hitherto complete submission of her will to his. What, then, was his
astonishment and anger when she told him, as gently as she could,
that her conscience would not allow her any more to attend balls and
theaters, or engage in several other forms of amusement which used to
delight her?
What wonderful transformation was this? A wild, frolicsome girl, a
doll, a plaything, suddenly discovering that she had a conscience, and
asserting her right to rule her own soul, even daring to have a thought
contrary from his!
"What do you mean by such foolishness, Juana?" he demanded.
What a heart of stone he had that it did not melt when the dark eyes,
filled with tears, turned pleadingly up to his, and the stammering
tongue in pretty, crooked words, said: "The Lord, Christ Jesus, he is
my Master," and Juana's tongue lingered lovingly over the word—she had
lately learned it in English, and it meant so much to her—"I fear, oh!
very much, to not please Him; I must follow what He says to me here,"
and both small hands clasped themselves over her heart.
Paul's answer was a torrent of invectives and reproaches, ending
with—"I am your master! You are to obey me and none other." And then he
stooped lower, close to her ear, and whispered words that he knew would
be terrible to her: "If you do not, I will cast you off!"
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