So go your way and I mine, each working with all his might, and playing
with all his might, in his own place and way. Remember only, that though
I never can come round to your sphere, you must some day come round to
me, when wounds, or weariness, or merely, as I hope, a healthy old age,
shall shut you out for once and for all from burra shikar, whether human
or quadruped.—For you surely will not take to politics in your old age?
You will not surely live to solicit (as many a fine fellow, alas! did but
last year) the votes, not even of the people, but merely of the
snobocracy, on the ground of your having neither policy nor principles,
nor even opinions, upon any matter in heaven or earth?—Then in that day
will you be forced, my friend, to do what I have done this many a year;
to refrain your soul, and keep it low. You will see more and more the
depth of human ignorance, the vanity of human endeavours. You will feel
more and more that the world is going God’s way, and not yours, or mine,
or any man’s; and that if you have been allowed to do good work on earth,
that work is probably as different from what you fancy it as the tree is
from the seed whence it springs. You will grow content, therefore, not
to see the real fruit of your labours; because if you saw it you would
probably be frightened at it, and what is very good in the eyes of God
would not be very good in yours; content, also, to receive your
discharge, and work and fight no more, sure that God is working and
fighting, whether you are in hospital or in the field. And with this
growing sense of the pettiness of human struggles will grow on you a
respect for simple labours, a thankfulness for simple pleasures, a
sympathy with simple people, and possibly, my trusty friend, with me and
my little tours about that moorland which I call my winter-garden, and
which is to me as full of glory and of instruction as the Himalaya or the
Punjab are to you, and in which I contrive to find as much health and
amusement as I have time for—and who ought to have more?
I call the said garden mine, not because I own it in any legal sense (for
only in a few acres have I a life interest), but in that higher sense in
which ten thousand people can own the same thing, and yet no man’s right
interfere with another’s. To whom does the Apollo Belvedere belong, but
to all who have eyes to see its beauty? So does my winter-garden; and
therefore to me among the rest.
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