The March breeze is chilly: but I can be always warm if I like in my
winter-garden. I turn my horse’s head to the red wall of fir-stems, and
leap over the furze-grown bank into my cathedral, wherein if there be no
saints, there are likewise no priestcraft and no idols; but endless
vistas of smooth red green-veined shafts holding up the warm dark roof,
lessening away into endless gloom, paved with rich brown fir-needle—a
carpet at which Nature has been at work for forty years. Red shafts,
green roof, and here and there a pane of blue sky—neither Owen Jones nor
Willement can improve upon that ecclesiastical ornamentation,—while for
incense I have the fresh healthy turpentine fragrance, far sweeter to my
nostrils than the stifling narcotic odour which fills a Roman Catholic
cathedral. There is not a breath of air within: but the breeze sighs
over the roof above in a soft whisper. I shut my eyes and listen.
Surely that is the murmur of the summer sea upon the summer sands in
Devon far away. I hear the innumerable wavelets spend themselves gently
upon the shore, and die away to rise again. And with the innumerable
wave-sighs come innumerable memories, and faces which I shall never see
again upon this earth. I will not tell even you of that, old friend.
It has two notes, two keys rather, that Eolian-harp of fir-needles above
my head; according as the wind is east or west, the needles dry or wet.
This easterly key of to-day is shriller, more cheerful, warmer in sound,
though the day itself be colder: but grander still, as well as softer, is
the sad soughing key in which the south-west wind roars on, rain-laden,
over the forest, and calls me forth—being a minute philosopher—to catch
trout in the nearest chalk-stream.
The breeze is gone a while; and I am in perfect silence—a silence which
may be heard. Not a sound; and not a moving object; absolutely none.
The absence of animal life is solemn, startling. That ringdove, who was
cooing half a mile away, has hushed his moan; that flock of long-tailed
titmice, which were twinging and pecking about the fir-cones a few
minutes since, are gone: and now there is not even a gnat to quiver in
the slant sun-rays. Did a spider run over these dead leaves, I almost
fancy I could hear his footfall. The creaking of the saddle, the soft
step of the mare upon the fir-needles, jar my ears. I seem alone in a
dead world. A dead world: and yet so full of life, if I had eyes to see!
Above my head every fir-needle is breathing—breathing for ever; currents
unnumbered circulate in every bough, quickened by some undiscovered
miracle; around me every fir-stem is distilling strange juices, which no
laboratory of man can make; and where my dull eye sees only death, the
eye of God sees boundless life and motion, health and use.
Slowly I wander on beneath the warm roof of the winter-garden, and
meditate upon that one word—Life; and specially on all that Mr. Lewes has
written so well thereon—for instance—
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