Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Children's stories; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
“Boys, I’ve gone so far; I may as well finish; and you’ll see I’m not
without some cause for my stern looks and ways; you’ll pity me, and from
you I’ll take the comfort of it. It’s only the old story,—I married her,
worked for her, lived for her, and kept my little girl like a lady. I
should have known that I was too old and sober for a young thing like
that, for the life she led before the pinch came just suited her. She
liked to be admired, to dress, and dance and make herself pretty for all
the world to see; not to keep house for a quiet man like me. Idleness
wasn’t good for her, it bred discontent; then some of her old friends,
who’d left her in her trouble, found her out when better times came
round, and tried to get her back again. I was away all day, I didn’t
know how things were going, and she wasn’t open with me, afraid she
said; I was so grave, and hated theatres so. She got courage finally to
tell me that she wasn’t happy; that she wanted to dance again, and asked
me if she mightn’t. I’d rather have had her ask me to put her in a fire,
for I _did_ hate theatres, and was bred to; others think they’re no
harm. I do; and knew it was a bad life for a girl like mine. It pampers
vanity, and vanity is the Devil’s help with such; so I said No, kindly
at first, sharp and stern when she kept on teasing. That roused her
spirit. ‘I will go!’ she said, one day. ‘Not while you are my wife,’ I
answered back; and neither said any more, but she gave me a look I
didn’t think she could, and I resolved to take her away from temptation
before worse came of it.
“I didn’t tell her my plan; but I resigned my place, spent a week or
more finding and fixing a little home for her out in the wholesome
country, where she’d be safe from theatres and disreputable friends, and
maybe learn to love me better when she saw how much she was to me. It
was coming summer, and I made things look as home-like and as pretty as
I could. She liked flowers, and I fixed a garden for her; she was fond
of pets, and I got her a bird, a kitten, and a dog to play with her; she
fancied gay colors and tasty little matters, so I filled her rooms with
all the handsome things I could afford, and when it was done, I was as
pleased as any boy, thinking what happy times we’d have together and how
pleased she’d be. Boys, when I went to tell her and to take her to her
little home, she was gone.”
“Who with?”
“With those cursed friends of hers; a party of them left the city just
then; she was wild to go; she had money now, and all her good looks back
again. They teased and tempted her; I wasn’t there to keep her, and she
went, leaving a line behind to tell me that she loved the old life more
than the new; that my house was a prison, and she hoped I’d let her go
in peace. That almost killed me; but I managed to bear it, for I knew
most of the fault was mine; but it was awful bitter to think I hadn’t
saved her, after all.”
“Oh, Thorn! what did you do?”
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