Nevertheless, while he trained his horses, he did not cease to be
tormented by the fearful uncertainty of Psyche’s fate. In everything
he did or refrained from doing, her influence seemed to stimulate or
to restrain him. In the temple of Apollo, that rested on the mountain
towering high above the city, he would fervently offer up a prayer
to the sun-god for her deliverance. On the summit of the mountain,
which afforded one of the most beautiful views in Italy, he would rest
between the marble columns of the temple and drink in the inspiring
sight. His thoughts, like birds flying along the ways of the winds
to their nests, would revert to his betrothed. He seemed to see in
the bright flashes of the far-distant sea her glances; in the solemn
mountain-tops covered with verdure her virtues covered with purity; in
the bright valleys her depressed spirits. In the sparkling, transparent
stream that gently touched the small town and sang a gentle song of
peace, he pictured her precious life.
But the knowledge that Sejanus instigated the murder of Drusus, that
Livilla acquiesced, and that Lygdus committed the horrible deed,
burdened him with the same feeling that weighs upon the criminal when
in breathless expectancy he awaits the sentence of death. Whether
absorbed in sad meditation upon the past, or partially engrossed with
the affairs of the present, his knowledge of the crime seemed to cut
him like a double-edged sword. Perpetually fed by the oil of his fears,
his conviction appeared to glow within him like a lamp whose flame
cannot be quenched.
After the first two months had passed, he could no longer bear the
suspense under which he lived. He must know how Psyche was. He finally
concluded to write to Macro, the officer in the Praetorian Camp who had
been Gannon’s first employer and who had been a friend of Alcmaeon.
Macro was also well known by Gyges. Many times had the soldier gone
into the stables at the Circus and learned from Gyges the perfections,
the faults, and the nice little points about horses that only thorough
horsemen know. Together they had tried many horses that were to be
bought by Macro for the use of the soldiers. Gyges therefore felt that
he might divulge his hiding-place to Macro without fear. One day he
decided to send Aldo to him with a letter, asking information about
Psyche and her parents. He procured a horse for the boy and despatched
him on his way.
“Guard well the letter, Aldo,” he cautioned. “Let no one see it but
Macro. Go not to the stables at the Circus. Thou art not known in the
city, but be seen as little as possible.”
“Fear not, O master. No one but Macro shall receive the letter,” said
Aldo, as he nervously sat astride the horse, awaiting leave to start on
his mission.
“After thou hast received Macro’s reply, go to Nana and tell her that
all is well with me. Guard thy words. Speak only when spoken to. Go!”
Six days after the lad had left Casinum he was back again, bright and
happy and bursting with news.
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