While the people of Rome were suffering under the tyranny of their
violent ruler, Psyche still remained in solitary confinement. Months
had passed, and the seasons with their varying colors had painted the
beautiful Campagna; but the young dancing-maiden had lost all idea of
time. Day after day, through the weary months, she had seen no one but
her deaf and dumb jailer. She had heard no voice but her own. However,
she lived in continual dread of another visit from Sejanus. She would
pace up and down her little cell; she would gaze for hours upon the
wide Campagna; she would sometimes sing an Homeric hymn; but the
monotony of her life weighed upon her like a heavy burden.
In her painful solitude, where no zephyrs wafted a human sound,
except her own sighs and sobs, where no revelations came to her but
in chimerical dreams, she lived like some beautiful flower that hangs
over a dark abyss. All the pure springs of her imagination, whether
flowing gently in soft but sombre shadows of love for her brother, in
calm shade for her parents, or in golden sunlight for her lover, lost
themselves in the main stream in the valley of oblivion.
The summits of the hills of solitude are first kissed by the purple
rays of religious light. They cleave the air like bold thoughts; they
repose in majesty like infinite and immutable truths. From their lofty
tops words lose their power to paint the revelations that come to the
soul. Burning upon altars on those lofty heights, the thoughts give
forth sweet incense mingled with profound prayers. Ay, on these altars
lambent flames of meditations mimic the light of the life-giving sun.
Ah! But there are also valleys of solitude where the sunlight never
enters, where the tears of cloudy days gather into one torrent and
violently score the river beds, where pale flowers struggle against
the cold breath from unsearchable caverns. There are solitudes which
humanity dares not enter. There is a solitude where the mind itself
evanesces,--the terrible solitude of oblivion.
Such a solitude was Psyche’s; and from her life all hope and joy had
fled. Her very dreams were beginning to vanish. Arid anguish pressed
her heart. Her ears like parched lips thirsted for words. Her eyes
like homesick souls longed for the light of the sun. Her existence was
immobile but living, like the silence on lips that are not dumb and
yet do not speak. Oh the silence of solitary confinement! Her life
was an ocean without a shore, overhung with sombre clouds. From time
to time there would appear on the waters a wave both long and low.
Only the ear accustomed to silence could hear that moaning note. It
sounded like a voice crying, with sad, monotonous iteration, the word
‘_ob-liv-i-on_.’
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