Psychopathia sexualis: With especial reference to contrary sexual instinct: A medico-legal studyKrafft-Ebing, R. von (Richard)
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Psychopathia sexualis: With especial reference to contrary sexual instinct: A medico-legal study
Krafft-Ebing, R. von (Richard)
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school-mates went so far as to give a girl, who had exactly my
features, my name, and me hers; so that I hated the girl. But I later
came to be on terms of friendship with her after her marriage. My
mother tried to dress me elegantly; but this was repugnant to me,
because it made me the object of joke. So, finally, I was delighted
when I had correct trousers and coats. But with these came a new
annoyance. They irritated my genitals, particularly when the cloth was
rough; and the touch of tailors while measuring me, on account of
their tickling, which almost convulsed me, was unendurable,
particularly about the genitals. Then I had to practice gymnastics;
and I simply could do nothing at all, or only indifferently the things
that girls cannot do easily. While bathing I was troubled by feeling
ashamed to undress; but I liked to bathe. Until my twelfth year I had
a great weakness in my back. I learned to swim late, but ultimately so
well that I took long swims. At thirteen I had pubic hair, and was
about six feet tall; but my face was feminine until my eighteenth
year, when my beard came in abundance and gave me rest from
resemblance to woman. An inguinal hernia that was acquired in my
twelfth year, and cured when I was twenty, gave me much trouble,
particularly in gymnastics. Besides, from my twelfth year on, I had,
after sitting long, and particularly while working at night, an
itching, burning, and twitching, extending from the penis to my back,
which the acts of sitting and standing increased, and which was made
worse by catching cold. But I had no suspicion whatever that this
could be connected with the genitals. Since none of my friends
suffered in this way, it seemed strange to me; and it required the
greatest patience to endure it; the more owing to the fact that my
abdomen troubled me.
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