Psychopathia sexualis: With especial reference to contrary sexual instinct: A medico-legal studyKrafft-Ebing, R. von (Richard)
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Psychopathia sexualis: With especial reference to contrary sexual instinct: A medico-legal study
Krafft-Ebing, R. von (Richard)
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bone-chisel are difficult; it is almost as if my strength were not
quite sufficient. On the other hand, I have a keener sense of touch in
working with the curette in the soft parts. It is unpleasant that, in
examining ladies, I often feel their sensations; but this, indeed,
does not repel them. The most unpleasant thing I experience is fœtal
movement. For a long time—several months—I was troubled by reading the
thoughts of both sexes, and I still have to fight against it. I can
endure it better with women; with men it is repugnant. Three years ago
I had not yet consciously seen the world with a woman’s eyes; this
change in the relation of the eyes to the brain came almost suddenly,
with violent headache. I was with a lady whose sexual feeling was
reversed, when suddenly I saw her changed in the sense I now feel
myself,—viz., she as man,—and I felt myself a woman in contrast with
her; so that I left her with ill-concealed vexation. At that time she
had not yet come to understand her own condition perfectly.
“Since then, all my sensory impressions are as if they were feminine
in form and relation. The cerebral system almost immediately adjusted
itself to the vegetative; so that all my ailments were manifested in a
feminine way. The sensitiveness of all nerves, particularly that of
the auditory and olfactory and trigeminal, increased to a condition of
nervousness. If only a window slammed, I was frightened inwardly; for
a man dare not tremble at such things. If food is not absolutely
fresh, I perceive a cadaverous odor. I could never depend on the
trigeminus; for the pain would jump whimsically from one branch of it
to another; from a tooth to an eye. But, since my transformation, I
bear toothache and migraine more easily, and have less feeling of fear
with stenocardia. It seems to me a strange fact that I feel myself to
be a fearful, weak being, and yet, when danger threatens, I am much
rather cool and collected; and this is true in dangerous operations.
The stomach rebels against the slightest indiscretion (in female diet)
that is committed without thought of the female nature, either by
ructus or other symptoms; but particularly against abuse of
alcoholics. The indisposition after intoxication that a man who feels
like a woman experiences is much worse than any a student could get
up. It seems to me almost as if one feeling like a woman were entirely
controlled by the vegetative system.
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