English fiction -- 19th century; Labor unions -- Fiction
Grace promised, and he then told her that Jael Dence, in a moment of
desperation, had thrown herself into the river at the back of his house.
“Poor girl!” said he, “her brain was not right at the time. Heaven
keep us all from those moments of despair. She has got over it now, and
nurses and watches my poor sister more like a mother watching her child
than a young woman taking care of an old one. She is the mainspring of
the house.”
At all this Grace turned from pale to white, but said nothing; and Raby
ran on in praise of Jael, little dreaming what pain his words inflicted.
When he left her, she rose and walked down to the sea; for her tortured
spirit gave her body energy. Hitherto she found she had only suspected;
now she was sure. Hitherto she had feared Henry Little had loved Jael
Dence a little; now she was sure he had loved her best. Jael Dence would
not have attempted self-destruction for any man unless he loved her. The
very act proved her claim to him more eloquently than words could do.
Now she believed all--the anonymous letter--Mr. Coventry's report--the
woman's words who worked in the same factory, and could not be deceived.
And her godfather accepted Jael Dence and her claim to sympathy: she was
taken into his house, and set to nurse Henry Little's mother: poor Grace
was slighted on all sides; she must not even write to Mrs. Little, nor
take part in the pious falsehood they were concocting together, Raby and
his Jael Dence, whom everybody loved best--everybody except this poor
faithful ill-used wretch, Frederick Coventry; and him she hated for
loving her better than the man she loved had loved her.
Tender, but very proud, this sensitive creature saw herself dethroned
from her love. Jael Dence had eclipsed her in every way; had saved his
life with her strong arm, had almost perished with him; and had tried
to kill herself when he was dead. SHE was far behind this rival in every
thing. She had only loved, and suffered, and nearly died. “No, no,” she
said to herself, “she could not love him better than I did: but HE loved
HER best; and she knew it, and that made her arm strong to fight,
and her heart strong to die for him. I am nobody--nothing.” Then the
scalding tears ran down her cheeks. But soon her pride got the upper
hand, and dried her cheeks, and nearly maddened her.
She began to blush for her love, to blush for her illness. She rose into
that state of exasperation in which persons of her sex do things they
look back upon with wonder, and, strange to say, all this without one
unkind thought of him whose faults she saw, but excused--he was dead.
She now began to struggle visibly, and violently, against her deadly
sorrow. She forced herself to take walks and rides, and to talk, with
nothing to say. She even tried to laugh now and then. She made violent
efforts to be gracious and pitiful to Mr. Coventry, and the next minute
made him suffer for it by treating him like a troublesome hound.
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