English fiction -- 19th century; Labor unions -- Fiction
“Dearest, I agreed to take so much a year from Bolt, and he must fight
the trades alone. Such a life is not worth having. Bayne won't wrong me
of a shilling. Whatever he makes, over his salary and the men's wages,
there it will be for me when I come home; so I write to no one at
Hillsborough but you. Indeed, you are my all in this world. I travel,
and fight, and work, and breathe, and live for you, my own beloved; and
if any harm came to you, I wouldn't care to live another moment.”
At this point in the letter the reader stopped, and something cold
seemed to pass all through his frame. It struck him that all good men
would pity the writer of this letter, and abhor him who kept it from
that pale, heart-broken girl inside the cottage.
He sat freezing, with the letter in his hand, and began to doubt whether
he could wade any deeper in crime.
After a minute or two he raised his head, and was about to finish
reading the letter.
But, in the meantime, Grace Carden had resumed her accustomed place in
the veranda. She lay upon the couch, and her pale face, and hollow, but
still beautiful eyes, were turned seaward. Out of those great sad eyes
the sad soul looked across the waste of waters--gazed, and searched, and
pined in vain. Oh, it was a look to make angels weep, and hover close
over her head with restless, loving pinions, longing to shadow, caress,
and heal her!
Coventry, with Henry Little's letter in his hand, peered through the
leaves, and saw the woman he loved fix this look of despair upon the
sea--despair of which he was the sole cause, and could dispel it with a
gesture.
“And this brings me back to what is my only great trouble now. I told
you, in the letter I left behind me, you would hear from me in a month
at furthest. It will be not a month, but eleven weeks. Good heavens!
when I think what anxiety you may have suffered on my account! You know
I am a pupil of the good doctor, and so I put myself in your place,
and I say to myself, 'If my Grace had promised to write in a month, and
eleven weeks had passed without a word, what would my feelings be?' Why,
I think I should go mad; I should make sure you were ill; I should fear
you were dead; I should fancy every terrible thing on earth, except that
you were false to your poor Henry. That I should never fear: I judge you
by myself. Fly, steamboat, with this letter to my love, and set her mind
at ease. Fly back with a precious word from her dear hand, and with that
in my bosom, nothing will ever daunt me.
“God bless you! angel of my life, darling of my heart, star on which all
my hopes are fixed! Oh, what miserable bad tools words are! When I look
at them, and compare them with how I love you, I seem to be writing
that I love you no more than other people love. What I feel is so much
greater than words.
“Must I say farewell? Even on paper, it is like tearing myself away from
heaven again. But that was to be: and now this is to be. Good-by, my own
beloved.
“Yours till death, HENRY.”
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