Through all the agitation she felt in the sudden dragging out of this
long-buried subject, his air of dictatorial authority brought the blood
to her cheek.
"I have a right to evade it, in the first place, and in the second, I am
not evading it at all. He took it; I let him keep it. That is the whole
situation. I don't want it--I couldn't touch it--"
"Well, don't decide that now. There would be no harm, I suppose, in your
talking with your mother about it--even with some man in whose judgment
you have confidence. You will feel differently when you have had time to
think it over. Probably it--"
"Thinking it over will make not the slightest difference in the way I
feel--"
"Perhaps it would if you stopped thinking about it from a purely selfish
point of view. Other--"
"_What_?"
"I say," he repeated dryly, "that you should stop thinking of the matter
from a purely selfish point of view. Don't you know that that is what
you are doing? You are thinking only whether or not you, personally,
desire this money. Well, other people have an interest in the question
besides you. There is your mother, for example. Why not consider it from
her standpoint? Why not consider it from--well, from the standpoint of
Mr. Surface?"
"Of Mr. Surface?"
"Certainly. Suppose that in his old age he has become penitent, and
wants to do what he can to right the old wrong. Would you refuse him
absolution by declining to accept your own money?"
"I think it will be time enough to decide that when Mr. Surface asks me
for absolution."
"Undoubtedly. I have particularly asked, you remember, that you do not
make up your mind to anything now."
"But you," said she, looking at him steadily enough now--"I don't
understand how you happen to be here apparently both as my counselor and
Mr. Surface's agent."
"I have a right to both capacities, I assure you."
"Or--have you a habit of being--?"
She left her sentence unended, and he finished it for her in a colorless
voice.
"Of being on two sides of a fence, perhaps you were about to say?"
She made no reply.
"That is what you were going to say, isn't it?"
"Yes, I started to say that," she answered, "and then I thought better
of it."
She spoke calmly; but she was oddly disquieted by his fixed gaze, and
angry with herself for feeling it.
"I will tell you," said he, "how I happen to be acting in both
capacities."
The marks of his internal struggle broke through upon his face. For the
first time, it occurred to Sharlee, as she looked at the new markings
about his straight-cut mouth, that this old young man whom she had
commonly seen so matter-of-fact and self-contained, might be a person of
stronger emotions than her own. After all, what did she really know
about him?
As if to answer her, his controlled voice spoke.
"Mr. Surface is my father. I am his son."
She smothered a little cry. "_Your father_!"
"My name," he said, with a face of stone, "is Henry G. Surface, Jr."
"Your father!" she echoed lifelessly.
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