Great Britain -- History -- Victoria, 1837-1901; Queens -- Great Britain -- Biography; Victoria, Queen of Great Britain, 1819-1901
Apparently, indeed, his 'purpose' had been accomplished. By his
wisdom, his patience, and his example he had brought about, in the
fullness of time, the miraculous metamorphosis of which he had dreamed.
The Prince was his creation. An indefatigable toiler, presiding, for
the highest ends, over a great nation--that was his achievement; and he
looked upon his work and it was good. But had the Baron no misgivings?
Did he never wonder whether, perhaps, he might have accomplished not
too little but too much? How subtle and how dangerous are the snares
which fate lays for the wariest of men! Albert, certainly, seemed to
be everything that Stockmar could have {208} wished--virtuous,
industrious, persevering, intelligent. And yet--why was it?--all was
not well with him. He was sick at heart.
For in spite of everything he had never reached to happiness. His
work, for which at last he came to crave with an almost morbid
appetite, was a solace and not a cure; the dragon of his
dissatisfaction devoured with dark relish that ever-growing tribute of
laborious days and nights; but it was hungry still. The causes of his
melancholy were hidden, mysterious, unanalysable perhaps--too deeply
rooted in the innermost recesses of his temperament for the eye of
reason to apprehend. There were contradictions in his nature, which,
to some of those who knew him best, made him seem an inexplicable
enigma: he was severe and gentle; he was modest and scornful; he longed
for affection and he was cold.[34] He was lonely, not merely with the
loneliness of exile but with the loneliness of conscious and
unrecognised superiority. He had the pride, at once resigned and
overweening, of a doctrinaire. And yet to say that he was simply a
doctrinaire would be a false description; for the pure doctrinaire
rejoices always in an internal contentment, and Albert was very far
from doing that. There was something that he wanted and that he could
never get. What was it? Some absolute, some ineffable sympathy? Some
extraordinary, some sublime success? Possibly, it was a mixture of
both. To dominate and to be understood! To conquer, by the same
triumphant influence, the submission and the appreciation of men--that
would be worth while indeed! But, to such imaginations, he saw too
clearly how faint were the responses of his actual environment. Who
was there who appreciated {209} him, really and truly? Who _could_
appreciate him in England? And, if the gentle virtue of an inward
excellence availed so little, could he expect more from the hard ways
of skill and force? The terrible land of his exile loomed before him a
frigid, an impregnable mass. Doubtless he had made some slight
impression: it was true that he had gained the respect of his fellow
workers, that his probity, his industry, his exactitude, had been
recognised, that he was a highly influential, an extremely important
man. But how far, how very far, was all this from the goal of his
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