Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
They were standing alone together in the little square hall; a lamp
burned dimly in a recess; the candle flared between them in the
summer draught; a grey moth brushed round them. Outside was the
shadow of the dark sycamores. A little runlet of water trickled
audibly in the silence. Garth's broad shoulders seemed to block up
the tiny hall; he towered above Queenie's slim, girlish figure,
looking down upon her with condescending dignity, but with the gleam
of real kindness in his eyes. As he held out his hand his firm, warm
pressure seemed reassuring.
"That is all the more reason to leave it to me. We business men are
used to deal with difficulties. Nothing hurts me; I am strong enough
to bear any amount of responsibility." And Queenie went up-stairs
comforted.
Garth's assurance was not unnecessary. For some days nothing further
passed between them on the subject of her project. Garth never
alluded to it; and but for those few words Queenie might have felt
uneasy. As it was she had some difficulty in keeping her
restlessness down. It cost her an effort at times to appear
unrestrained, and to join in the ordinary topics of conversation.
"I try to do as he tells me, and put it out of my mind; but it is so
hard when so much depends upon it," she would say to Cathy when they
retired for the night. "I hope it is not wrong; but I have set my
heart on carrying out this scheme. I get fonder of this place every
day, and so does Emmie. I never was so happy in my life!" finished
Queenie, with a little sob of excitement.
"You dear old Queen! as though we ever meant to part with you! Have
you really only been here a week? How I enjoy having you; and
Langley says the same. Never mind Garth's silence, his few words
mean more than a whole hour of talk from any other man. If he says
he will do a thing you may safely trust him."
"Yes; I know; but all the same, Mr. Logan may not think me suitable
for such a post," persisted Queenie, disconsolately, "and then I
shall be obliged to go back to Carlisle, and to part with Emmie. Oh,
Cathy! it does seem so hard, when we should be content with so
little;" and though Cathy helped her friend, and was very kind and
sympathizing, there was no denying that the cause for suspense was a
grave one.
Queenie had only stated the truth when she had owned she had never
been happier in her life. For the first time she had tasted the real
comfort of a happy, well-regulated home. Queenie's own youth had
never known freedom from the carking fret of a narrow income and
incessant burden of debt. The remembrance of the petty meanness, the
shiftlessness, the continuous fight with untoward circumstance, made
retrospect bitter to her. She had grown up strong and sturdy, like
some blooming Alpine plant which had taken root in a handful of earth
on the edge of a crevasse; the sunshine might be all about her, but
it had not gilded her one point of rock.
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