Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"Why not pray. I just asked him how he liked you; I wanted to get at
his opinion, you see, and he answered, just as gravely as though he
were mentor, that he thought I had chosen my friend wisely, that you
seemed a thoroughly healthy-minded girl."
"I think we will go into the church now," interrupted Queenie,
somewhat irrelevantly. There was a little flush of pleasure in her
cheek. She was glad he had said that; it was just the sort of praise
she most coveted. She wanted Cathy's people to think well of her; if
the truth must be known, she hungered for their appreciation as a
half-starved child might have done. Crumbs would not satisfy her;
condescension or kindness would not feed her thoroughly; she must
have their full commendation, their equal friendship. She had known
them so long, she had seen them all so perfectly with her inner
vision, that she could not feel as a stranger amongst them.
"I am so at home with them already," she had said to her friend the
previous night. "There are no hard beginnings; we are friends to
start with; there is no thawing, because there is no ice," she had
said, with a certain vague enthusiasm, which, nevertheless, had been
perfectly understood by Cathy. "One has so much hard up-hill work
with most people," she had continued, talking out her thoughts half
to herself. "Don't you know exactly how common-place people make
acquaintance, how laboriously they try to find out one's tastes!
They do it about as gracefully as though they were breaking stones on
the highway, or hammering flints as boys do to elicit sparks, and all
the time looking as though they knew you had nothing in you worth
coming to light. Oh, it is terribly fatiguing. I once heard a very
clever man liken modern society to the mummy-room of the British
Museum. He said, 'Human beings were so swathed and bound up in
conventionality that there was no getting at the real thing at all.'"
"I like Langley's way of knowing people," Cathy had answered; "she
just knows them at once, takes it for granted, I mean, that all that
interests her interests them. We had such an argument about it one
day, when I would have it that she had bored some one about the
soup-kitchen. 'I was so full of it myself that I knew that I should
not talk so well on any other subject,' was her sole apology. And
then she told me I was quite wrong, 'that people, after all, liked to
be treated as reasonable beings, and not like children pleased with
sugar-plums. "Give, and it shall be given you," was just as true in
social intercourse as it was in the sense first intended. If you sow
tares you will reap tares, child; always remember that,' she had
finished. I prefer scattering precious grain. You have no idea how
often one reaps a rich harvest. It is the real thing, you see, and
people like that."
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