Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
Poor self-reliant Queenie felt her bravery oozing out. Suddenly a
pang of self-pity crossed her as she pictured the future. Would it
always be work and drudgery for herself and Emmie? must she for ever
go through life with this weak burthen round her neck, toiling,
toiling, with the child's feeble hand in hers?
"Friends will not be wanting to us; heaven helps those who help
themselves," she cried with a clasp of her hands and another
involuntary sigh. "I am not afraid--not often, I mean. I prayed for
work; and now work has come, and I do not mean to shrink from it. I
hope you and your sisters will not be ashamed of knowing me when I am
only a village school-mistress. Are you sure you will not mind--for
your sisters, I mean? turning on him a little anxiously.
"Do you think such a question deserves an answer?" somewhat
reproachfully. "You do not know us yet, Miss Marriott. We shall
honor you more in your poverty and independence than if you came
amongst us rolling in riches. Rich people are my abhorrence, women
especially. Agar's prayer--'Give me neither poverty nor
wealth'--always pleased me. I am an odd fellow, and have my hobbies
and facts like other men--this is one of them."
"It is a very comfortable one, as far as I am concerned. Then you
will promise to help me with your influence with Mr. Logan and
Captain Fawcett?"
"I suppose I must, if you will let me have my grumble out first.
Recollect, I enter my remonstrance; I do not approve of your scheme
in the least."
"You have made me understand that most fully."
"I denounce it as moral suicide."
"I call that exaggeration."
"You are burying yourself alive under a mistaken notion of
self-sacrifice; and mark my words, I am no true prophet if you do not
live to repent it."
"On the contrary, I intend to be very happy. Cathy is going to help
me with my garden, and we mean to read German together."
"I hope you will allow your friends to subscribe for your funeral if
the crust should prove not quite so sufficing as you imagine?"
"You need not fear anything so tragic; Emmie and I mean to flourish
on our crusts as much as Daniel and the three children did on their
pulse and water," returned Queenie gaily, whose spirits had risen now
her formidable task was achieved. "I shall speak to them both
to-morrow, and get it off my mind," she had said to Cathy the
previous night, when they had discussed the grand question in all its
bearings, under cover of the summer darkness, and with the scent of
Langley's roses steeping the air. "There is no time to be lost; Mr.
Logan is writing to Carlisle for a mistress, and I must speak to him
at once."
Queenie's buoyancy had returned, but Garth remained silent. He had
done his duty, and uttered his protest against this monstrous scheme,
which, nevertheless, he was bound to further by all means in his
power.
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