Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
But that would not do, so she began again, looking at herself in the
glass and crying softly. "Yes, you are a poor thing, and I pity you,
but I am disappointed in you as well. You are not a bit better or
more to be trusted than other girls. You know you are jealous of
this Dora Cunningham; that you hate the very sound of her name, as
though she had not a better right to him than you. Has she not known
him all her life? and could she know him without loving him? Why,"
with a little sob, that sounded very pathetic in the silence, "as
though any one could help it. Even Emmie loves him, and follows him
about like a dog everywhere. I am not a bit ashamed of my affection
for him. I would rather live lonely, as I shall live, and care about
him in the way I do, receiving little daily kindnesses at his hand,
than marry any other man. It is not much of a life perhaps," went on
the girl, with a broken breath or two; "it does not hold as much as
other people's; but such as it is, I would rather live it than go
away elsewhere, and forget, and perhaps be forgotten."
Queenie was preaching a desolate little sermon to herself, but it
edified and comforted her. It was only the eddying of the
mill-stream when a stone had been flung into it, she told herself
by-and-bye. She would be reasonable, and cease to rebel against an
inevitable fate.
Garth's evening promised to be more successful. He had driven
himself up to the Vicarage in the red sunset light that he loved, and
Dora had come out into the porch to welcome him with her sweetest
smile.
"How good of you to come! papa and I both wanted you so," putting up
a white little hand to stroke the mare's glossy coat. "Poor old
Bess, how hot she looks, and how fast you must have driven her; you
are quite twenty minutes before the time we expected you."
"Have you been looking out for me? I am glad I was wanted," returned
Garth, leaning down to take possession of the little hand. "I
suppose Bess and I were both in a hurry to be here," he continued, as
he looked down with kindly scrutiny at the dainty figure beside him.
Dora was a little paler than usual, and the blue eyes were a trifle
heavy, but somehow her appearance had never pleased him better. She
had dressed herself with even greater care than was customary with
her. The soft cream-colored dress, with its graceful folds, rested
the eye with a sense of fitness. One tiny rosebud gave a mere hint
of color.
"I am glad you wanted me," he went on, with a little stress on the
personal pronoun. "I must have been engaged indeed to have remained
away at such a time."
"Yes, indeed. Poor papa, and poor dear Flo!" returned Dora,
earnestly, leading him into the hall. "How could we help being very
anxious and unhappy, and after Beattie's miserable letter too? But
that is the worst of girls; they cannot help exaggerating things."
"I was afraid from what you said that poor Florence is very ill."
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