Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
The porch-room had always been allotted to him on the rare occasions
when he slept at the vicarage. The best bed-room was always
apportioned to more formal guests, but Garth much preferred his old
quarters. The little room with its pink and white draperies fragrant
with lavender, and its lozenge-paned lattice swinging open on the
roses and clematis, and other sweet-smelling creepers, always
reminded him of Dora. There was a portrait of her in crayons hanging
over the mantel-shelf, taken when she was many years younger, with
golden hair floating round her like a halo, the round white arms half
hidden under a fleecy scarf--a charming sketch half idealized, and
yet true to the real Dora. Garth leant his arms against the high
wooden mantelpiece and contemplated the drawing for some minutes.
"She is prettier than ever to-night," he soliloquized. "No one would
think she was seven-and-twenty to look at her this evening. She is
just the woman never to look her age; she is so thoroughly healthy in
her tone of mind; she has none of the morbid fancies and
over-strained nerves that make other women so haggard and worn. Look
at Langley, for example, getting grey at thirty. Poor dear Langley!
that was a bad business of hers and Chester's.
"And then Dora always dresses so perfectly; there is a good deal in
that, I believe. Many pretty women are slovens or absolutely
tasteless. I should hate that in my wife. I never saw Dora look
otherwise than charming, this evening especially. She never wears
things that rustle or fall stiffly, she and Miss Marriott are alike
in that. By-the-bye, how that girl looked at me this afternoon as
she handed me back Dora's letter. There was a sort of pained,
beseeching expression in her eyes that I could not make out, and
which haunts me rather. I have a notion that she is not quite so
happy as she used to be, and yet it must be my fancy. Well, I won't
think about that this evening, I am always questioning Miss
Marriott's looks. I want to make up my mind if it would not be as
well to say something to Dora; if things are to be it would be just
as well to feel one's way a little. I have a notion this
shilly-shallying may lead to some sort of mischief presently. I
never knew quite how I stand with her and what is expected of me. If
a thing is to be done one need not take all one's life doing it,"
finished Garth, pulling himself together with a quick movement as
though he would shake the courage and determination into him.
"Men make their own fate, it is for them to choose; no one need make
mistakes with their eyes open." Why did that speech of Queenie's
suddenly recur to him? "If they make a poor thing of their own life
it is not for them to complain." The little protest came to him
almost painfully as the gong sounded, and he went down-stairs.
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