Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"Surely such perfection must satisfy you as well as him, or you must
be difficult to please," returned Queenie a little sarcastically. A
numb, undefinable sort of pain seemed taking possession of her.
Would Hepshaw be quite so desirable a place of residence when Dora
was mistress of Church-Stile House? this was the question she asked
herself. And for the first time the thought of her fortune gave her
a positive feeling of pleasure.
"Oh, as to that, I am very fond of Dora," replied Cathy carelessly;
"she amuses me, and she is very good-natured; and then one must like
one's future sister-in-law for the sake of dear old Garth. I only
hope she will have the good sense not to try and manage him, for he
will never stand it."
This conversation depressed Queenie somehow, and kept her wakeful and
restless; it did not add to her tranquillity to hear Garth's
footsteps under her window, crunching the gravel walk, for long after
they had retired. It was contrary to his usual habit; it argued
disturbance or preoccupation of mind.
Garth's soliloquy would have perplexed both her and Cathy if they had
heard it.
"I wonder if I am in love with Dora after all?" he was asking
himself, as he lighted himself a fresh cigar, and then stood leaning
against the little gate, looking down the plane-tree walk. It was
moonlight now, and the monuments glimmered in the white light; there
were faint, eerie shadows under the dark trees; now and then a
night-bird called, or a dog barked from the village, and then
stillness gathered over everything again.
"I wonder if I am really in love, or if I am only arguing myself into
it. Now I come to think of it, when I imagined my future wife I
always thought of Dora; we have grown up together, and it seems
natural somehow; and then I had always a boyish fancy for golden
hair. What a pretty little head it is, as well as a wise one. I
wish she were not quite so independent, and would lean on a fellow
more. I suppose it is the fault of circumstances. Every one depends
on her--her father and her sisters. She never had the chance of
being helpless like other women. I always think of that and make
allowance for her faults.
"Sometimes," soliloquized the young philosopher as his cigar went
out, and he calmly relighted it, "sometimes I'm afraid that if we
ever came together I might find her a little masterful and
opinionated; that is the danger with capable women, they have their
own notions and stick to them. I confess I should like my wife to
follow my ideas, and not to be lady paramount in everything; not that
even Dora would find it easy to manage me," continued Garth, with an
amused curl of the lip.
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