Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
It is only bitter experience that tears down this fairy glamor, the
thin, gossamer film through which we so long looked. How barren and
loveless life appears then! Our fairest hopes are shipwrecked; a
moral earthquake has shattered our little world. We look up at the
heavens, and they are as brass, and the earth under our feet as
wrought iron; while beyond, and in the dim horizon, hollow voices
seem to whisper a perpetual dirge.
It is a terrible subject, this awful mystery of pain, this dim and
inscrutable decree, that man is born to trouble. Ah, well for those
who, like that tired wanderer in that far-off land, can discern in
their darkness and loneliness the ladder that reaches from earth to
heaven, and feel the fanning of invisible wings even in their
heaviest stupor.
Queenie's healthy young nature recoiled and shuddered at the first
touch of probable pain; it lay folded like a troublesome nightmare
far back among her thoughts. It had mastered her last night in the
darkness; this morning the sunshine had chased it away.
"How do I know? how does any one know?" she said to herself, somewhat
ambiguously, as she sat among her children that morning. "I may be
wrong; it may never happen; and if it does, what is, is best, I
suppose," and here she sighed. "I am thinking of him, of them both,
too much. After all, what is he to me? a dear friend, a very dear
friend; but my friendship must not cost me too much. I will be good
and reasonable, and not ask more than a fair amount of happiness; it
is only children who cry for the moon."
If you want to be happy, be good; it is a very safe maxim. Queenie
felt quite bright as she walked through the little town. True, she
had a slight qualm as she passed the turning that led to Church-Stile
House; but she bravely stifled the feeling, and hummed an air as she
opened her own little gate.
How fresh and bright it all looked. The walk was new gravelled, the
little lawn looked trim and green; roses and geraniums bloomed under
the windows; a honeysuckle was nicely trained round the porch. Emmie
met her on the threshold, and dragged her in with both hands.
"Oh, Queen, it is all so lovely; just like a bit out of a story-book.
To think of you and me living alone together in our own little
cottage; only you and me!"
"I am so glad you are happy, darling, because that makes me happy,"
returned her sister, affectionately. "Ah, there is our little maid
Patience," as the girl stood curtseying and smoothing down her clean
apron, with a pleased, excited face. "Cathy--oh, Mr. Clayton, are
you here too?" as Garth's dark handsome face suddenly beamed on her
from the little parlor.
"I could not resist the pleasure of showing you the transformation,"
he returned, gaily. "You hardly know the place, do you? Langley and
Cathy have done wonders. It is a pretty little home after all, and
quite big enough for you two, and I hope you will be as happy as the
day is long."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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