Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"How can I find it in my heart to leave you just now?" he said the
next morning, when he had walked up from his hotel to spend an hour
or two with her. Perhaps her deep mourning made her seem so thin and
pale; but there was certainly a wasted look about her, as though she
had passed through a long illness.
"But you must leave me," she replied gently. "You are wanted at
Warstdale; and then Langley needs you. I will not have you neglect
your duties for me; you have been here already ten days, have you
not?"
"Yes; but Langley has Cathy, and you are all alone," he remonstrated.
"Dear Queenie, could you not rouse yourself and come back with me?
and we would all nurse you well again."
She shook her head sadly.
"No, no; Cathy has enough on her hands, you do not want another
invalid at Church-Stile House; besides, I am not fit to travel just
now, Dr. Bennet said so only yesterday. He told me I must have quiet
and rest."
"You know he and his wife have offered to take care of you. What
good Samaritans they are!"
"Yes, indeed, they are everything that is kind; but, Garth,"
hesitating shyly over his name, "you will not ask me to do that.
They are very good, dear people, but they are comparative strangers.
I could not bear to leave this place; I am only just fit to lie and
look at the sea all day, and think of you and Emmie."
"I know it will be bad for you; but I don't see what else is to be
done," he returned despondingly. "Warstdale won't do without me; but
I shall not have a moment's peace until I have you safely in my own
keeping. Will you promise to be well in a fortnight, if I come back
and fetch you?"
"A fortnight is too short a time, I shall hardly be strong then,"
with a sigh of mental and bodily weakness that was sad to hear.
Dear as his presence was to her, and sweet the knowledge of their
mutual love, it taxed her over-wrought strength sorely to sit and
talk to him.
"Three weeks, then? I cannot be longer without seeing you."
"I will try to be ready for you then," she answered, with one of her
rare, sweet smiles. Then, as she read the unspoken anxiety in his
eyes, "Indeed, you must not be troubled about me; I will not fret
more than I can help, and I have such sweet, happy thoughts about my
darling; and then I cannot feel really lonely when I have you. Oh,
Garth, if you only knew how different life looks to me now!" and for
a little while she clung to him.
But though she sent him away half comforted she knew that she never
needed him so sorely as during the miserable days of prostration and
nervous depression that followed his departure; and but for very
shame she would have recalled him.
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