Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"I certainly do mean something of the kind; but there will be plenty
of time to discuss that. You cannot decide on your future plans
without a good deal of consideration. At present I have something
else to say, something for which I wish I could find adequate words.
I don't know," stammering and hesitating, "how I am to thank you for
your goodness, your generosity--"
"Mr. Clayton," stopping him, "will you do me one favor?"
"What is that?"
"I know what you are going to say, please let it be unsaid."
"But that is impossible."
"It need not be impossible. Why should there be any talk of such
things between us?"
"Because it is right that there should be such talk. Do you think
that I am to say nothing at all about my gratitude?"
"Not to me," raising her eyes with a pleading look in them that he
found difficult to resist. "If we talk of gratitude you know it is I
that am your debtor. Have you forgotten how good you were to us when
we were poor and friendless?"
"I have forgotten nothing," he returned, hastily; "but, all the same,
you must let me speak. I am largely in your debt, Miss Marriott, and
for what is to me a very serious sum; but I do hope that in less than
two years' time I may be able to repay both interest and capital."
"As you will," she replied carelessly, but he saw that she was much
hurt. What could this paltry sum matter to her? Could he not
understand how great had been the privilege of helping him?
"You must try to comprehend how we business men feel about such
things," he said gently to her, for there were tears in her eyes, and
her face was averted from him. "It is too late now, but I wish you
had given me the option of accepting or refusing the loan."
"How could I, when I knew you would have refused it from me?" walking
on quickly as though afraid of her emotion.
"If I had my refusal would not have hurt you, I would have made you
understand my feelings so thoroughly; but of course it is too late to
talk about that now. I suppose I am very proud, but I cannot bear
the thought of this debt being between us; all my life I have had
such a horror of this sort of difficulty and being beholden to any
one."
"How can you, how can you be so proud with me?" burst forth from her
lips. "Do you mean that this--this trifling act of kindness will
come between us and hinder us from being friends?"
"We must always be friends, I think," he returned, still more gently,
for he saw how sorely he was hurting her. "Why should you say such
things? you are vexed with me or you would not say them. I wish I
could make you understand how truly grateful Langley and I am."
"Langley will not talk to me about principal and interest," she
retorted with a little flash of indignation, "and--and I could not
have believed that you would have done it."
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