Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"Will you let me talk about it instead, dear Queenie; I feel as
though I can never love you enough for what you have done for us, and
Cathy will feel the same; it was such true friendship. Ted was here
just now singing your praises. I wish you could have heard him."
Queenie only sighed. What was all this to her if Garth and she were
divided.
The heaviness of her aspect moved Langley to compassion. What could
have happened to have quenched her brightness so entirely.
"Have you seen Garth?" she asked, taking up her work again, and
pretending not to notice her companion; a dull red flushed the girl's
face from cheek to brow at the question.
"Yes; I met him just now."
"He feels very much about all this."
"Does he?" looking at the fire.
"You must not misunderstand him if he feels the weight of his
gratitude rather a heavy burthen just now, he has been sorely tried,
poor fellow; and then men think so differently about these sort of
things."
"There is no need for you to make excuses for him," speaking with
difficulty, "he was very kind, and took great pains to show me he was
grateful. Ah! if he only knew how I hate that word," with a little
burst of excitement.
Langley was silent; she understood too well the nature of the wound
that had been received. And then what was she to say that would in
any degree comfort her?
"I have done nothing deserving of the word," went on Queenie
vehemently. "I have given what literally has cost me nothing; it was
such a privilege and happiness to help you all."
"Yes, dear; I quite understand."
"I could scarcely sleep for happiness, and now it all seems spoiled
somehow. I have grown to loathe my riches, and yet I was disposed to
love them; they hang like a millstone round my neck. I must give up
my school now, and then I suppose Emmie and I must go away."
"For shame! I will not have you talk in this miserable fashion."
"Where is it rich people are expected to live? Caleb wanted me to
take a great house in Carlisle, and visit the Dean, and all the great
folk in the Close. Fancy Emmie and I visiting at the Deanery!" and
the girl laughed half hysterically; "would any of you come over and
see me then, I wonder?"
"Wait and see," returned Langley with a quiet smile. "Once friends
always friends, that's the Clayton motto. Have you really made any
plans about your future, Queenie?"
"No, I have made no plans," she answered drearily; "there is plenty
of time for that. I don't mean to leave Hepshaw yet, unless you all
drive me away. I think I will go home now, Langley; I am not quite
myself, and all this talk troubles me. I think I will go back to
Emmie." And then Langley again took her in her arms, and kissed her
and let her go; she could find no words with which to comfort her,
and indeed the girl was very sore at heart.
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