Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
Had he not striven to show her that her motives of duty had been
overstrained and false in his eyes? "If you send me away you may
find it difficult to recall me, Dora," he had said to her. Was not
that asserting his right to be free?
"I went too far that time," she went on, "and made him angry and
bitter; but that would not have mattered if you had not come between
us."
"I--I have done nothing. What do you mean?"
"He was angry with me, and then he came to you; and, to be sure, how
can he help seeing that you care for him after all you have done?"
"Hush! I will not hear another word; you are going too far. How
dare you?" exclaimed Queenie passionately, moved to sudden anger at
this ungenerous thrust. "You have no right to come here and say
these things to me."
"No right!" returned Dora meekly; she had quailed a little before the
brown fire of Queenie's eyes. "Have I no right when I have known and
cared for him all my life? I am nearly eight-and-twenty now, and I
was not more than sixteen--Flo's age--when this was first thought of
between us; why, we had been meant for each other ever since we were
children, and yet, after twelve years of thorough understanding, you
say I have no right to speak!"
"I--I do not understand," began Queenie vaguely, and her cheek turned
very white.
What if all this were true, and he had grown weary of this youthful
entanglement? Might it not be possible that he and Dora had grown
apart, that the tie had loosened between them, and that, in reality,
his second love was the true one? Alas! the instincts of her own
pure heart verified this view of the case; she understood him so
thoroughly, she was so sure of his integrity, but what proof or
evidence of her belief could she offer Dora? He had never spoken to
her, his looks indeed had betrayed his secret, and hitherto their
eloquence had sufficed her; but, at a crisis like this, the sense of
his silence was dreadful; her faith was involuntarily built up on no
foundation. After all Dora was right, and she had no claim to him.
"I was sure you did not understand," returned Dora, watching her, and
speaking with the utmost gentleness. "You are too generous to take
him from me, who have loved him all these years. I knew I had only
to speak to you and all would be right between us."
"Stop!" exclaimed Queenie in an unnatural voice. "You may be
mistaken, Mr. Clayton has never spoken to me, it may not be as you
think; but, on the other hand," growing whiter still, "I would scorn
to deceive you, and I have thought--but I may be wrong--that he has
seemed to care for me. I would not have said so much, but you have
more than once hinted of my forwardness."
"Yes; but it has been only seeming," replied Dora softly; "he could
not really have changed to me, you know. If you would only go away
and leave us to come together it would soon be right again."
"You want me to go away?" asked Queenie slowly.
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