Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
It was a strange new life that began for Queenie. The links that
united her to the old had been suddenly snapped asunder, and she had
drifted away into a quiet changeless existence, which seemed almost
as unreal as a dream.
It was as though she had no separate individuality or life of her
own; her only existence was Emmie, her one thought from morning to
night how to gratify the child's capricious whims.
When Emmie opened her eyes on waking she always saw her sister by her
bedside; she would stoop over and touch her lips with the fresh, dewy
flowers she had in her hand--violets or primroses, or, later on,
lilies of the valley and fragrant tea-roses. Emmie loved the roses
best.
"I have been out for my morning walk, and look what I have brought
you!" Queenie would say. It was always so, always the same surprise,
the same sweet morning greeting, the same loving smile; and so it was
through the day.
Strangers began to comment on the tall, graceful girl who drove out
her little sister day after day in the pony-carriage, or, as Emmie's
strength failed, walked by the side of the Bath chair, where the
little frail figure seemed to be lost and hidden. How Emmie loved to
watch the ships and the little brown fishing-smacks! The shifting
groups on the esplanade pleased and amused her; the music on the pier
charmed her. As the daylight faded away, and the waves grew solemn
and grey in the twilight, she would lie on her couch contentedly for
hours, while Queenie read or sung to her and told her the simple
tales of her own production.
"I never dared to think; I just prayed, and so my little stock of
daily strength was recruited, like the widow's cruse," Queenie said
very simply long afterwards to one who questioned her of that sad
summer. "Life just then meant Emmie to me, and nothing else."
It was true; she never dared to think. Week by week and month by
month the brave-hearted girl crushed down the dull aching pain of
weary suspense and doubt; month by month she bore the loneliness of
that sad watching, with the end plainly before her, and yet no
complaint of her bitter load of trouble harassed the kind hearts of
the friends she had left.
Very brief and touching were her few letters to Langley; but they
told little save the record of their daily life--"Emmie was no
better, or a little weaker," and that was all.
One day, about two months after they had been settled at St.
Leonards, a letter came from Garth. The sight of the handwriting
made Queenie tremble with sudden emotion; but her face soon paled and
saddened as she read it.
It was brief, but kind, and had evidently been written with great
care. It spoke of the death of their uncle, who was almost a
stranger to his nephews and nieces, but who had taken a fancy to
Garth in his last illness and had left him his little all.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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