Quintus Claudius: A Romance of Imperial Rome. Volume 2Eckstein, Ernst
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Quintus Claudius: A Romance of Imperial Rome. Volume 2
Eckstein, Ernst
Rome -- History -- Flavians, 69-96 -- Fiction
“Of urging you to recant?” she repeated slowly. “Alas! if any
sufferings of mine could have softened your heart, we should never have
come to this! Why, you would see me torn to pieces ten times over by
wild beasts, before you would yield a jot of what you call the truth.
No, Quintus, it is quite true. You did not care to live with your
devoted Cornelia--very good; then if you must suffer death, Cornelia
dies too. It is as simple as a nursery rhyme.”
Quintus shuddered.
“But could any one condemn you?” he said. “You are not one of the sect.”
“I pronounced myself guilty--and they believed me.”
“Then you deceived your judges. Or has what was untrue become the truth
by the force of conviction?”
Cornelia haughtily shook her head.
“My dearest,” said Quintus, hardly able to control his grief, “you are
destroying my last hope of comfort. Ah Cornelia! if we could but have
died united in a common faith! But as it is, woe to us both, Cornelia;
your death is in itself a sin.”
“You alone are guilty of it.”
“I!” cried Quintus, in utter despair; his voice spoke grief too great
for words, and Cornelia’s eyes humbly implored forgiveness.
“But how can I force my heart to submit?” she said as gently as an
ill-used child. “Can I wish to live, if you die? Or again, can I
believe what my reason condemns as a fable? Oh! I am not laughing at
it, as I did when I first went to see you in prison! I feel now that
faith is an invincible force, and gives bliss and strength even in the
hour of death. And yet it seems to me a madness, a delirium of raving
fancy. No, I cannot believe, however much I may desire it. My faith in
Isis made me strong too--and it was all a lie, foul and base treachery.
Ah! Quintus, Quintus, you are sacrificing your young and promising life
for a mere dream, a delusion, a shadow--throwing everything away for an
empty bubble!”
“My poor Cornelia!” said Quintus deeply moved. “The greatest idea,
that ever dawned in the mind of man, you call a delusion and a
dream. It is true, perhaps, that many of the aspects under which
we shadow forth this great conception are petty and childish, for
we are but weak and helpless mortals. But the essential part, the
living principle which lies hidden behind these symbols, is true and
perfect to all eternity. Poor, hapless Cornelia; how will you find
courage to look death in the face; you, forsaken, alone, without a
Saviour--hopeless--speechless--when the Nazarene can joyfully murmur
the name of Jesus Christ? What prayer, what word of comfort can you
find to whisper in that awful moment?”
“Can you ask?” said Cornelia, looking into his eyes. “The last words,
that my lips will utter, will be your name, my first, last, only love.
My god, my saviour, is called Quintus Claudius.”
Quintus could control himself no longer; the tears started to his eyes.
He clasped her in his arms and covered her lips, cheeks and brow with
passionate kisses.
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