Rachel Gray: A Tale Founded on FactKavanagh, Julia
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Rachel Gray: A Tale Founded on Fact
Kavanagh, Julia
Christian life -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction
Rachel felt--oh, pure and blessed feeling!--that her heart was free
from bitterness and gall; that she could forgive the offender, to seventy
times seven; that she could pray for her--not with the lip-prayer of the
self-righteous Pharisee, but with the heartfelt orisons of the poor,
sinning, and penitent publican; and again and again, and until the tears
flowed down her cheek, she blessed God, the sole Giver of so mighty and
superhuman a grace.
And well it was for Rachel Gray, that she forgave her enemy that night.
Well it was, indeed, that the next sun beheld not her wrath. Before that
sun rose, the poor, erring woman had given in her account of every deed,
and every word uttered in the heat of anger:--Mrs. Brown had gone to her
room strong and well. She was found dead and cold in her bed the next
morning.
A coroner's inquest was held, and a verdict of "sudden death" recorded.
And a will, too, was found in a tea-caddy, by which Mrs. Brown formally
bequeathed all her property to Rachel Gray, "as a proof," said the will,
"of her admiration and respect."
On hearing the words, Rachel burst into tears.
"Thank God! That I forgave her!" she exclaimed, "thank God!"
Well indeed might she thank the Divine bestower of all forgiveness. The
legacy was not after all a large one. Mrs. Brown's annuity died with her;
she left little more money than buried her decently; the ground lease of
the house in which she had originally resided was almost out, and the
bequest was in reality limited to the present abode of Rachel; but
invaluable to her indeed, was the shelter of that humble home, now her
own for ever.
And when all was over; when the grave had closed on one, who not being at
peace herself, could not give peace to others, when Rachel and her father
remained alone in the little house, now hushed and silenced from all rude
and jarring sounds, safe from all tyrannical interference, Rachel felt,
with secret thankfulness, that if her lot was not happy, according to
human weakness, it was blest with peace and quiet, and all the good that
from them spring. If a cloud still lingered over it, it was only because,
looking at her father, she remembered the unfulfilled desire of her
heart; and if on days otherwise now marked with peace, there sometimes
fell the darkness of a passing shadow, it was only when she saw and felt
too keenly the sorrows of others.
CHAPTER XIX.
Richard Jones still hoped: "Mary was so young!" He would hope. But it was
not to be; he had but tasted the cup of his sorrows; to the dregs was he
to drink it; the earthly idol on which he had set his heart was to be
snatched from him; he was to waken one day to the bitter knowledge:
"there is no hope!"
How he felt we know not, and cannot tell: none have a right to describe
that grief save they who have passed through it; we dare not unveil the
father's heart: we deal but with the external aspect of things, and sad
and bitter enough it was.
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