He had come into the room, had put down his hat, and had got himself
up to the window, so that his back was turned to her. "Rachel," he
said, turning round quickly, and speaking almost suddenly. Now he had
called her Rachel again, but she could find at the moment no better
way of answering him than by the same plaintive objection which she
had made before. "You shouldn't call me by my name in that way, Mr.
Rowan; you know you shouldn't."
"Did your mother tell you what I said to her yesterday?" he asked.
"What you said yesterday?"
"Yes, when you were away across the green."
"What you said to mamma?"
"Yes; I know she told you. I see it in your face. And I am glad she
did so. May I not call you Rachel now?"
As they were placed the table was still between them, so that he was
debarred from making any outward sign of his presence as a lover.
He could not take her hand and press it. She stood perfectly silent,
looking down upon the table on which she leaned, and gave no answer
to his question. "May I not call you Rachel now?" he said, repeating
the question.
I hope it will be understood that Rachel was quite a novice at this
piece of work which she now had in hand. It must be the case that
very many girls are not novices. A young lady who has rejected the
first half-dozen suitors who have asked for her love, must probably
feel herself mistress of the occasion when she rejects the seventh,
and will not be quite astray when she accepts the eighth. There
are, moreover, young ladies who, though they may have rejected and
accepted none, have had so wide an advantage in society as to be
able, when the moment comes, to have their wits about them. But
Rachel had known nothing of what is called society, and had never
before known either the trouble or the joy of being loved. So when
the question was pressed upon her, she trembled, and felt that her
breath was failing her. She had filled herself full of resolutions
as to what she would do when this moment came,--as to how she would
behave and what words she would utter. But all that was gone from her
now. She could only stand still and tremble. Of course he might call
her Rachel;--might call her what he pleased. To him, with his wider
experience, that now became manifest enough.
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