Ragged homes and how to mend themBayly, Mrs. (Mary)
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Ragged homes and how to mend them
Bayly, Mrs. (Mary)
Charities -- Great Britain; Poor -- England -- London
“I then explained what was the object of my coming to her. She did
not attempt to deny what she had done; but said it was very well for
the likes of me, who never knew the want of anything, to come and
preach to poor folks about honesty. But still, though she kept up
this kind of bravado, I saw that, as we talked on, she softened a
little. I looked round the dark, dirty room, and said—
“‘Alice, this room is very dark, and perhaps you think what passes in
it is little noticed; but, indeed, there is a day coming, when
everything that has been done or said, or even thought here, will be
brought to light, and you will have to give an account to God for it
all.’
“She clasped her hands together, and said—
“‘Then that will be a dreadful day to me. I was born and brought up
in the midst of curses and blows; and I have grown up to give curses
and blows. You think it is quiet enough here now; but come here an
hour or two later, and you would see what you never saw before. Why,
bless you, I don’t think no more of knocking a man down, than I
should of knocking that ere candlestick off the table;’ and as she
suited ‘the action to the word,’ and raised her powerful arm, I could
well believe this to be true. I said—
“‘But surely you did not bring up your child in such a place as
this?’ For I remembered that Esther was gentle and modest—the very
reverse of her mother.
“‘No, indeed, I did not,’ she replied. ‘When she was too little to
leave me, I kept her out of the way as much as I could; and when she
got older, I spent every penny I could get to pay _them_ for taking
care of her, as knew the way to do it; and now I never let her come
here, though I often go to see after her.’
“‘But why,’ I said, ‘did you not, for her sake, try to alter your
home? Why did you not, then, give up your wicked companions, and
bring her up yourself in a way you knew to be right?’
“‘Ah!’ she replied, ‘you are a lady, and don’t know nothing about
such people as me. I have heard _God_ is powerful, but I know
_Satan_ is; and we wicked people can’t get away from one another, as
you think we can.’ I said—
“‘Just now, when you were telling me about your early life, I was
thinking you scarcely seemed to have had a chance of being better
than you are; but I see now that God has not forgotten you. That
little child was sent to awaken the voice of conscience and love in
you; and if you had only listened to it, you might have saved
yourself, as well as your child.’
“‘As we talked in this way; she wept very much; but said, that it was
all now too late,—that God was her enemy, and there was no mercy for
her. I said—
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