Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Belsky watched him in the stupefaction which the artistic nature feels
when life proves sentient under its hand, and not the mere material of
situations and effects. He could not conceive the full measure of the
disaster he had wrought, the outrage of his own behavior had been lost
to him in his preoccupation with the romantic end to be accomplished. He
had meant to be the friend, the prophet, to these American lovers, whom
he was reconciling and interpreting to each other; but in some point he
must have misunderstood. Yet the error was not inexpiable; and in his
expiation he could put the seal to his devotion. He left the room, where
Gregory made no effort to keep him.
He walked down the street from the hotel to the Arno, and in a few
moments he stood on the bridge, where he had talked with that joker in
the morning, as they looked down together on the boiling river. He had
a strange wish that the joker might have been with him again, to learn
that there were some things which could not be joked away.
The night was blustering, and the wind that blew the ragged clouds
across the face of the moon, swooped in sudden gusts upon the bridge,
and the deluge rolling under it and hoarsely washing against its piers.
Belsky leaned over the parapet and looked down into the eddies and
currents as the fitful light revealed them. He had a fantastic pleasure
in studying them, and choosing the moment when he should leap the
parapet and be lost in them. The incident could not be used in any novel
of his, and no one else could do such perfect justice to the situation,
but perhaps afterwards, when the facts leading to his death should be
known through the remorse of the lovers whom he had sought to serve,
some other artist-nature could distil their subtlest meaning in a memoir
delicate as the aroma of a faded flower.
He was willing to make this sacrifice, too, and he stepped back a pace
from the parapet when the fitful blast caught his hat from his head, and
whirled it along the bridge. The whole current of his purpose changed,
and as if it had been impossible to drown himself in his bare head, he
set out in chase of his hat, which rolled and gamboled away, and escaped
from his clutch whenever he stooped for it, till a final whiff of wind
flung it up and tossed it over the bridge into the river, where he
helplessly watched it floating down the flood, till it was carried out
of sight.
XXV.
Gregory did not sleep, and he did not find peace in the prayers he put
up for guidance. He tried to think of some one with whom he might take
counsel; but he knew no one in Florence except the parents of his pupil,
and they were impossible. He felt himself abandoned to the impulse which
he dreaded, in going to Clementina, and he went without hope, willing
to suffer whatever penalty she should visit upon him, after he had
disavowed Belsky's action, and claimed the responsibility for it.
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