Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“And you didn't make it up together. I got that much out of Miss Milray.
Well, if he were here, I should find out why. But I don't suppose you
would tell me.” She waited a moment to see if Clementina would, and then
she said, “It's a pity, for I've a notion I could help you, and I think
I owe you a good turn, for the way I behaved about your dance. But if
you don't want my help, you don't.”
“I would say so if I did, Mrs. Milray,” said Clementina. “I was hu't, at
the time; but I don't care anything for it, now. I hope you won't think
about it any more!”
“Thank you,” said Mrs. Milray, “I'll try not to,” and she laughed. “But
I should like to do something to prove my repentance.”
Clementina perceived that for some reason she would rather have more
than less cause for regret; and that she was mocking her; but she was
without the wish or the power to retaliate, and she did not try to
fathom Mrs. Milray's motives. Most motives in life, even bad motives,
lie nearer the surface than most people commonly pretend, and she might
not have had to dig deeper into Mrs. Milray's nature for hers than that
layer of her consciousness where she was aware that Clementina was a
pet of her sister-in-law. For no better reason she herself made a pet
of Mrs. Lander, whose dislike of Miss Milray was not hard to divine, and
whose willingness to punish her through Clementina was akin to her own.
The sick woman was easily flattered back into her first belief in Mrs.
Milray and accepted her large civilities and small services as proof
of her virtues. She began to talk them into Clementina, and to contrast
them with the wicked principles and actions of Miss Milray.
The girl had forgiven Mrs. Milray, but she could not go back to any
trust in her; and she could only passively assent to her praise. When
Mrs. Lander pressed her for anything more explicit she said what she
thought, and then Mrs. Lander accused her of hating Mrs. Milray, who
was more her friend than some that flattered her up for everything, and
tried to make a fool of her.
“I undastand now,” she said one day, “what that recta meant by wantin'
me to make life ba'd for you; he saw how easy you was to spoil. Miss
Milray is one to praise you to your face, and disgrace you be hind your
back, and so I tell you. When Mrs. Milray thought you done wrong she
come and said so; and you can't forgive her.”
Clementina did not answer. She had mastered the art of reticence in her
relations with Mrs. Lander, and even when Miss Milray tempted her one
day to give way, she still had strength to resist. But she could not
deny that Mrs. Lander did things at times to worry her, though she ended
compassionately with the reflection: “She's sick.”
“I don't think she's very sick, now,” retorted her friend.
“No; that's the reason she's so worrying. When she's really sick, she's
betta.”
“Because she's frightened, I suppose. And how long do you propose to
stand it?
“I don't know,” Clementina listlessly answered.
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