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Clementina resumed: “And he says that if it was right for me to stop
caring for him when I did, it is right now for me to ca'e for him again,
where the'e's no one to be hu't by it. Do you think it is?”
“Yes; why not?” Miss Milray was forced to the admission against what she
believed the finer feelings of her nature.
Clementina sighed, “I suppose he's right. I always thought he was good.
Women don't seem to belong very much to themselves in this wo'ld, do
they?”
“No, they seem to belong to the men, either because they want the men,
or the men want them; it comes to the same thing. I suppose you don't
wish me to advise you, my dear?”
“No. I presume it's something I've got to think out for myself.”
“But I think he's good, too. I ought to say that much, for I didn't
always stand his friend with you. If Mr. Gregory has any fault it's
being too scrupulous.”
“You mean, about that old trouble--our not believing just the same?”
Miss Milray meant something much more temperamental than that, but she
allowed Clementina to limit her meaning, and Clementina went on. “He's
changed all round now. He thinks it's all in the life. He says that in
China they couldn't understand what he believed, but they could what he
lived. And he knows I neva could be very religious.”
It was in Miss Milray's heart to protest, “Clementina, I think you
are one of the most religious persons I ever knew,” but she forebore,
because the praise seemed to her an invasion of Clementina's dignity.
She merely said, “Well, I am glad he is one of those who grow more
liberal as they grow older. That is a good sign for your happiness. But
I dare say it's more of his happiness you think.”
“Oh, I should like to be happy, too. There would be no sense in it if I
wasn't.”
“No, certainly not.”
“Miss Milray,” said Clementina, with a kind of abruptness, “do you eva
hear anything from Dr. Welwright?”
“No! Why?” Miss Milray fastened her gaze vividly upon her.
“Oh, nothing. He wanted me to promise him, there in Venice, too.”
“I didn't know it.”
“Yes. But--I couldn't, then. And now--he's written to me. He wants me to
let him come ova, and see me.”
“And--and will you?” asked Miss Milray, rather breathlessly.
“I don't know. I don't know as I'd ought. I should like to see him,
so as to be puffectly su'a. But if I let him come, and then didn't--It
wouldn't be right! I always felt as if I'd ought to have seen then
that he ca'ed for me, and stopped him; but I didn't. No, I didn't,” she
repeated, nervously. “I respected him, and I liked him; but I neva”--She
stopped, and then she asked, “What do you think I'd ought to do, Miss
Milray?”
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