She started almost resentfully, so far adrift had she been on the happy
sea of her realized day-dream that she had lost sight of all other
considerations. It seemed to her that thus must she float on and on,
from day to day, lapped in the sweetness of her new found love and
exalted above all mundane concerns. She turned to him impulsively,
"Oh, why can't we live in dreamland just a little longer?"
He smiled.
"All our life is to be one long dream, darling, from which there will be
no awakening,--but we have yet to make it ours."
"Are we not together? Is that not enough?"
"Yes, darling, and you are coming away with me to a new life,--but we
must prepare that new life."
She sat up, throwing off her childish unreasonableness, even as she put
back the disordered locks of her hair and straightened her hat.
"Tell me what I am to do,--I am all yours, dear, you shall decide for
me."
"Have you a friend with whom you can spend the night? I do not like the
idea of your going back for even so few hours to--to your husband," he
pronounced the word with an effort.
"No," said Ragna quickly, "not my husband. I no longer recognize his
right to call himself by that title. You are my husband dear, you and
you only!"
He thanked her with a smile.
"And the friend, have you such an one? We can't get away until
to-morrow, and we must not give Valentini any occasion to guess our
plans or interfere with them, before I get you safely away. A man like
him would be capable of anything, out of spite, and we must not play
into his hands. He must know nothing until you are well out of reach.
But I do hate the thought, _ma chérie_, of your going back to his
roof--is there no one you could go to? You could say you had quarreled
with him,--anything--"
Ragna thought of Virginia Ferrati, but was afraid of facing her sharp
eyes and keen questions.
"Yes, I have a friend, a good friend, but I should have to take her into
my confidence, and somehow I don't like the idea. I think that until we
get away the less anyone knows of our plans, the better. Besides, dear,
what harm is there if I do go home? I can arrange things so as not to
see my husband,--I can say I have a headache and lock myself into my
room."
"I don't like the thought of you under his vile roof. You are mine, now,
Ragna, do you hear? Mine!"
She turned her face flushed with pleasure, and her dewy glistening eyes
to him.
"Ah, dear, what does it matter for a few hours more, since we know that
we belong to each other? I have borne with it all for over five
years,--" his gesture forbade reminiscence,--"now it is over and I am
free, I am yours--What can a few hours more or less, matter? And then
there are the children--I must see them once again, poor little souls!"
Her voice broke slightly as she said the last words; Mimmo's trusting
little face rose before her eyes, but she thrust the vision away,--even
he, for the moment was but a part of the hated past which she wished to
blot out.
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