"Well, it’s a serious matter, my child, and one not to be trifled with,"
Mrs. Ranger added seriously.
"Yes, I know; but really I cannot help laughing when I see what long
faces the men put on if they want to tell a woman they love her."
"Well, that may be because they feel how very serious are the
consequences of such an act."
"Bother the seriousness! I don’t believe that enters into their minds.
They are too frequently wondering what sort of figure they will cut if
the woman or girl should happen to say ’No’ to them."
"That’s not the case with all of them."
"It may not be, but it is with most of them."
"I’m afraid you are rather cynical, Mary."
"Well, I can’t help it if I am."
"And I don’t think you care much for poor John."
"To tell the downright truth," added Mary, "I don’t think I do, either."
"Then, regardless of the man’s feelings, don’t say yes to him unless you
feel you can love him."
"That’s why I want more time," she replied a little more soberly. Then,
after reflecting for a while, she continued, "You know, when I came out
here it was with the intention of marrying my cousin; and but for the
sad accident which befell us, I should in all probability by this time
have been Joe’s wife. The change was so sudden, and his loss
comparatively so recent, that really I have scarcely had time to get
over it, and to examine the state of my own feelings thoroughly."
"I can quite believe you, my dear," was Mrs. Ranger’s motherly comment.
"Candidly," she went on, "I do not dislike the man, but I cannot say
that I love him; and unless I can bring myself to do that, I shall
certainly act upon your advice and not say yes."
"Quite right, so far," said Mrs. Ranger; "but your duty now is, not to
refuse to see John, nor to play too much with honest love, but to tell
him what you have told us; and if he cares for you, as I believe he
does, he will see the reasonableness of your request, and be prepared to
wait. At all events, try him."
"Well, perhaps I will. I think very likely the next time he comes I’ll
act upon your advice."
The farmer, who had listened with interest to the conversation which had
been carried on by the two women, seeing they were on the point of
leaving him, ventured to add, "And I think you have come to a very
sensible conclusion."
"But please, Mr. Ranger," exclaimed Mary, "I hope you will not mention
any portion of our conversation to John, if you should see him."
"Trust me for that, my girl," he replied. "I shall leave him to fight
his own battle; and you may reckon that what has been said to-night is
safe in my keeping."
*CHAPTER XXXII.*
*PREPARATIONS.*
"The food of hope is meditated action."—WORDSWORTH.
Fellows—or rather Sinclair, as we may now call him, since all necessity
for concealment of identity had passed—was not free from some little
excitement whenever he reflected upon the change which he contemplated
so soon making in his position.
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