Courtship -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
"At twelve! Bless my soul, man, it is scarcely half-past ten now."
CHAPTER IX.
The afternoon of the same day was lowering, bleak, and drear, as a young
girl, in a long black dress fitting close to her slight figure, and
relieved at throat and wrists by a plaiting of white crape, entered a
small sitting-room at the back of one of a row of brand-new residences
in the cardboard, Tudor style, inlaid with colored bricks, and further
relieved by oriel windows.
The young lady carried a cup full of violets, and set it upon a table
which had been moved into the window. It was crowded with materials for
watercolor drawing. A very graceful design suited to a portfolio lay
partly colored where the light fell strongest.
The young lady, or rather Ella Rivers, stood looking at her work for a
few minutes, and then sitting down, with a deep sigh, took up her brush,
first bending lovingly over the violets until her face touched them.
She was exceedingly pale--the pallor of thought and sorrow. Her eyes,
which looked larger than they used--perhaps because she had grown
thinner--had a weary, wistful expression, which gave pathos to the quiet
sadness of her face and figure. The last month had tried her sorely. The
sudden, fatal illness of Donald had caused her immense bodily fatigue
and real sorrow. She had grown to love the afflicted, wayward boy, even
more than she knew; and he could not bear her out of his sight, finally
breathing his last in her arms. Then, not understanding the terms which
existed between Wilton and the Fergusson family, Ella never doubted that
he was aware from the first of poor Sir Peter's bereavement and the
consequent removal of the family. His silence under such circumstances,
the absence of any attempt to seek her out, was, to her, conclusive
evidence that his sudden, violent affection for herself had passed away.
Arriving at this conviction showed her how fondly, although
unconsciously, she had hoped for his constancy. When Wilton astonished
and agitated her by his unexpected avowal, she had most truly told him
that she did not love him, that his truth or constancy was not essential
to her happiness. His frank kindness, and the interest he had shown in
her art and her conversation, had touched and diverted her. Feeling
keenly the insurmountable barrier of caste, which her reason scornfully
resented, the possibility of a man of his grade being her lover never
crossed her mind. Moreover, the habits of her life accustomed her to
men as companions, as friends, almost as playfellows, but never as
lovers. Wilton was therefore to her at first an agreeable, intelligent,
though mistaken man, blinded to the great truths of his age by his
position and his profession, but who, under higher direction, might have
been worthy the friendship of her father, Diego, and the rest of the
exalted society who passed their lives propagating theories of political
perfection and escaping the police.
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