Brothers -- Juvenile fiction; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Country life -- Juvenile fiction; Scotland -- Juvenile fiction
“Not a word of it, Ranald. You fancied so because your sin had found
you out. I must go and see how the poor woman is. I don’t want to
reproach you at all, now you are sorry, but I should like you just to
think that you have been helping to make that poor old woman wicked.
She is naturally of a sour disposition, and you have made it sourer
still, and no doubt made her hate everybody more than she was already
inclined to do. You have been working against God in this parish.”
I burst into fresh tears. It was too dreadful.
“What _am_ I to do?” I cried.
“Of course you must beg Mrs. Gregson’s pardon, and tell her that you
are both sorry and ashamed.”
“Yes, yes, papa. Do let me go with you.”
“It’s too late to find her up, I’m afraid; but we can just go and
see. We’ve done a wrong, a very grievous wrong, my boy, and I cannot
rest till I at least know the consequences of it.”
He put on his long greatcoat and muffler in haste, and having seen
that I too was properly wrapped up, he opened the door and stepped
out. But remembering the promise he had made to Davie, he turned and
went down to the nursery to speak to him again, while I awaited him on
the doorsteps. It would have been quite dark but for the stars, and
there was no snow to give back any of their shine. The earth swallowed
all their rays, and was no brighter for it. But oh, what a change to
me from the frightful morning! When my father returned, I put my hand
in his almost as fearlessly as Allister or wee Davie might have done,
and away we walked together.
“Papa,” I said, “why did you say _we_ have done a wrong? You did not
do it.”
“My dear boy, persons who are so near each other as we are, must not
only bear the consequences together of any wrong done by one of them,
but must, in a sense, bear each other’s iniquities even. If I sin, you
must suffer; if you sin, you being my own boy, I must suffer. But this
is not all: it lies upon both of us to do what we can to get rid of
the wrong done; and thus we have to bear each other’s sin. I am
accountable to make amends as far as I can; and also to do what I can
to get you to be sorry and make amends as far as you can.”
“But, papa, isn’t that hard?” I asked.
“Do you think I should like to leave you to get out of your sin as you
best could, or sink deeper and deeper into it? Should I grudge
anything to take the weight of the sin, or the wrong to others, off
you? Do you think I should want not to be troubled about it? Or if I
were to do anything wrong, would you think it very hard that you had
to help me to be good, and set things right? Even if people looked
down upon you because of me, would you say it was hard? Would you not
rather say, ‘I’m glad to bear anything for my father: I’ll share with
him’?”
“Yes, indeed, papa. I would rather share with you than not, whatever
it was.”
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