"Am I?--I rejoice to hear you say so! Ralph, speak to me as my own
devoted, my more than loved friend--by all the affection that I have
lavished on you, speak to me truly; do you, dearest Ralph, see no
alteration in me?"
"A little," said I, smiling triumphantly, "a very little, for there was
never room for much--you are a little more beautiful than when I last
beheld you."
"Thank you--you have given me more happiness by the fervent honesty of
that speech than I have experienced for days and weeks, nay, months
before. Stand from me, and let me look at you--you, Ralph, are also
much, very much improved--perhaps there is a little too much cast of
thought upon your brow--that thought is a sad wrinkle maker--but, Ralph,
you are not well dressed. But come and sit by me now, there, on that
low footstool. I always loved to play thus with your pretty curls--I
wish that they were a shade darker; as you have grown so manly, it would
have been as well. Truly, as I look into the ingenuous brightness of
your countenance, the joys of past happy hours seem to wing themselves
back, and whisper to me that word so little understood--Happiness. But,
Ralph, we will be alone together for this day at least--you shall dine
with me here--we will have no interruption--you shall tell me all your
deeds of arms--and, you naughty boy, of love also. Reach that bell, and
ring it--but gently."
I obeyed, and the same handsome young lady, whom I had before seen,
answered the silver summons. She glided in, and stooped over to Mrs
Causand, as she lay on the couch, and their short conference was in
whispers. As she retired, I was rather puzzled by the deep sorrow on
her countenance, and the unfeigned look of pity with which she regarded
her mistress or her friend. When we were again alone, I resumed my low
seat, and was growing rather passionate over one of her beautiful hands,
when, looking down, apparently much pleased with these silly
endearments, she said, "Yes, Ralph, make the most of it; hand and heart,
all, all are yours, for the little space that they will be mine."
Strange and disloyal thoughts began their turmoil in my bosom; and
speculation was busy, and prospects of vanity began to dance before my
eyes. Old enough to be my mother! What then? Mother! the thought
brought with it the black train of ideas of which Daunton was the
demoniac leader. He had asserted that the superb woman before me might
claim from me the affection of a son. I then felt most strongly that I
was not there to play any ridiculous part.
The protestations that I was about to utter died on my lips--I spake
not, but pressed the hand that I held to my heart.
"Now, Ralph," said Mrs Causand, "relate to me all the wonders that you
have encountered--speak lowly"--and she threw a white and very thin
handkerchief over her face.
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